Oh Shit...

im actually gonna get in trouble if my mum finds out that im writing this now.... coz im supposed to be bathing... i have class at 1.30pm later... now about 11am... so yeah. takes bout an hour for me to reach college. sad but true. i dun even feel like goin to this class... is this stupid lecturer.. mrs. 'actually'.. wanna noe sumthing funny?? we were SO BORED in her class one day.. sum of my mates decided to count, or come out with a statistical report (we had statistics later that day) on how namy times she would use the word 'actually' ! seriously... and what they came up with was this... In a matter of 1hour, which is 60 minutes, she managed to use the word 'actually' MORE than 60 TIMES! so on an average... she says the word EVERY MINUTE! she even used 3 of em in one sentence!!! that was real funny coz i remember the whole lot of us giggling like mad! haha!

anyhoo.. this week has been ok.. so so i guess.. my last week for classes next week... then im off to penang! the other lot jz confirmed as well... so the whole 7 of us will be staying together.... ME, Su Fen, June, Joanne, Reagan, Shae, and Nana!! haha!! roomies!!! wheeeee!! we gonna hav so much fun!! and we might have another roomie... coz he doesnt hav a place to stay... but thats still not confirmed...

haha! i gotta go.. i can hear my mum coming.. haha!! i'll so update the details later...

ciao!

Cupcakes

My mum decided to start selling cupcakes.... Her view on it is that the cupcake should not only look good, but taste as good as well.. So, if u gauys feel a sweet tooth coming, or maybe feel like buying some for a loved one..



Drop by and leave me a message and i'll gladly take ur order. Please not that we are still updating our cupcake pictures.. These are only a handful of designs that we've done.. I'll keep posting/updating when i get new ones..



I'll blog on the further details later...

Saturday Bliss

There's nothing in particular for me to say actually.... Just felt like blogging outta fun... Since im quite immobile rite now. Im sick, in other words. My bloody pills are staring at me like i've just committed an eternal sin.. (i was suppose to take em' hours ago.. hehe!) I just thought that since i have the time to sit and chat i'd just.. u noe.. blog!

I guess i'd just fill u in on details of previous events that happened.. Oh! We had our Taylor's College Annual Prom.. Was great fun.. Despite teeny-tiny problems here and there.. ( MORE LIKE COLLOSAL!!!!) And some 'Loud Snores' *hint hint* Stayed overnight there.. well, most of us anyways... Slept really late too... actually it doesnt even count as sleep.. more like dozing of for a few minutes. The boys were all tipsy and stuff.. haha!! doing all these silly things... Some ' took off more than needed' when dared (hahahahaha!! "ooh baybeeeh!!!") while some thought it would be funny to do the exact same thing !! haha!.

Some were goin red to the point of scaring others (hehehehehe!!!) and some, even were bitch fighting.. yes.. the guys were bitch fighting! 2 of em.. the best part was... after they were done.. the both of em were worried that the other one would feel insulted... So wat happened was the next day.. when they saw each other... they both jz laughed out loud! haha! Damn funny!! other than watching all these happening.. we were all just laying back, thankful that the event was a huge success in the end.

Twas really a fun time... haven't had that much fun for a long LONG time now.. I hope that we would get together and do it all again in the near future... haha!

College is such a big word, isn't it.. I mean, in the eyes of a teenager who has just graduated of finished high school. I remember the last few days of my SPM... my mind was lingering around the fact that my life was gonna change.. During my childhood, i've been told to one thing and one thing only... Study hard, get good grades and finish school. So imagine how i felt when i finished my SPM.. A new environment, new friends, new people to meet... and the hardest thing.. a new goal in life.

Remember when u were little, u would tell urself, "When i grow up, im going to be a doctor.." or maybe a lawyer, an architect, a cop, or etc. I had them too.. but they never stayed the same for me... it was constantly changing for me.. i just couldnt make up my mind.. Then one day i decided that i would be a either a Microbiologist or study Food Science... sounds cool huh? (or maybe just plain nerdy/geeky for some of u) So, i took science stream for SPM... thinking that i was set for life... or so i thought.

How can i make u understand? umm.. okay.. imagine this ( i love doing this dont i?) imagine u want to be Superman. yeah, seriously Superman. You dress like him, talk like him, walk like him, try looking like him and do the things he does... But u have to accept the fact that u would never have superpowers, fly or be weakened by kryptonite.. same thing for my dreams... i can study like mad, wear those white coat thingeys that doctors wear.. but i'll never be good in the medical line... its just something that i truly cant deny...

So, here i am studying Hotel Management... Haha! wat a huge difference right?? first im like, learning bout a fish's anatomy, and now i find myself learning the proper way to clean a toilet bowl... (for those who do not take Hotel Management, im serious bout the toilet bowl thing!) Dont get me wrong, thats not the only thing we learn mind u.. It was actually my dads idea for me take it.. since my elder sis took it.. and she would come home and teach us all these cook tricks like carrying three plates in one hand... No, not stacked up! as in spread around her hand... i mean her fingers... or whichever u understand better. So i took it... and surprisingly, im having SO much fun! i really didnt think that i'd enjoy it this much... im constantly learning new things now... things that 'normal people' wouldn't know... Hospitality-related things... things that didnt matter that much then but matters a whole lot more now!

Im leaving for Penang next year... Jan till March.. im doing my first year training there.. there's a bunch of us going... i hope all is well during that my training... no freaky weather or anything.. haha!

Okay.. i've bored u enough! time to take my leave! Till next time!

=D

Bubbly by Colbie Caillat

I love this song.. here's the lyrics.. enjoy!

(will you count me in)

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feeling like a child now
Cause everytime I see you're bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

(chorus)
It starts in my toes and I crinkle my nose
Wherever he goes, I always know
You make me smile please stay for a while now
Just take your time, wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pain
But we are hiding in a safer place
Undercover staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

Its starts in my toes, make me crinkle my nose
Wherever he goes, I always know
You make me smile please stay for a while now
Just take your time, wherever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just...hmmmm......

And it starts in my toes makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes, I always know
You make me smile please stay for a while now
Just take your time, wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
Cause everytime you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul and I lose all control
When you kiss my nose, the feeling shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holding my tight....

Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Oh wherever you go, I always know
Cause you make me smile even just for a while

Discrimination....

i guess this is the part where i bore you with my life's story huh??!?

:Myself:
im already at a legal age (hahaha! wat a way to start!) and um... currently enjoying life! i am pan-asian or wateva u call it la.. dun give a damn actually... im 1/4 Aussie and 3/4 Malay... and yet, if u noe me that is, and u probably do, my Aussie blood aka my Dads genes are f*cking strong... u can really see it, much at my dismay... its that bad! why u ask??

Imagine this, u walk around on a normal, average day.. looking at ppl around u...normally... but they look at u... with a stare so deep, they jz might be able to look right through ur thick skull... then they start analyzing u... from head to toe.. their faces start doing weird smirks.. in my case.. since im, uhh.. bout 5'9, they'll give me this shocked look, then they look at my shoes (wondering if im wearing 6 inches?!?!?) and then, when they realize im not.. they do that thing with their eyes, u noe, that 'bulgy' thing... as if their eyes are popping out.. yeah that.. and look for the first person they see to tell them bout the 'thing' he/she jz saw.... and yes, i did refer to myself as a 'thing'... funny huh??! i noe ur laughing... okay.. now, imagine it happens every single second u see or meet someone new.... literally every moment of ur lifetime... while ur jz walking, or shopping... yeah.. keep imagining... not so funny in the end huh??

Yeap... *sigh* the shit i go thru everyday... hasn't been easy.. i noe a few others like me (as in mixed up in races) ppl especially TYPICAL MALAYSIANS.... they would jz assume... and pick on us... as if we're sum kind of.. i dunno??! jz they LOVE to pick on us... i guess its because we (as in a mix) look different... another thing they like to do is discriminate.. how?? example.. when i was younger... actually its still going on... since i was a little girl.. started in skool actually... ppl would refer to me as "the tall one" or "anak mat saleh tuh" or even "ala.. yg besar tuh" !!! i mean come on! i've got a name Fuckers! there u go... im starting to curse.. haha! sorry... nway.. again this, i noe it sounds damn funny (i hope u dun crap urselves) but it goes on and on... again, not funny ppl.. if u think u are currently doing this to someone..
stop.

Here's another story...
in primary school, i got bullied.. really badly u noe.. by both girls and boys... i aint gonna name names here
(dun wori Dath, Nabila, Hiba, Imran, Eidrix, Prasshant, and all my classmates.. i wont tell anyone u guys bullied the SHIT outta me and scarred my childhood memories for LIFE....)
errm..erm.. where was i?? oh yeah, bullied.. for about a year... no wait... a year plus... hah.. yea, and the part is.. now were all gud friends... the chief bully, well thats wat i was told by them la ( Nabila, no offense.. i wont tell anyone! i promise!!!) is now my BEST FRIEND!! funny how life turns out huh... anyhoo.. one day i decided to round all of them up and ask them the "one million dollar question"... 'Why did u guys bully me?"

This... this.. hah.. haha! was the best part i swear!!!! Guess wat they said... And i SWEAR they said this... all of em...
they said.. "umm.. Dunno!"

wtf right! dun get me wrong.. i hav nothing against them (DAMN U GUYS!!!! AAAAH!!!) but... wat kind of answer is that rite??? so.. doesnt this so called 'story' support my statement that 'we' get discriminated.... jz because i look different.. which i did... and still do..

So, there u go... its hard to live a life where ppl love assuming bout u....
damn.. there i go with the 'emo' thing again.. sori!
God!! i've written so much... i haven't even started on family yet.... Haha!

wait... lemme do another one... haha!!!!

ciao!!

A beginning of something new...

Imperfection.... haha! kinda funny rite for me to pick that kind of word to name myself.... excuse my 'emo'ness coz i've got a cold rite now... Bloody screwd up! haha!!!

anyhoo... my first blog! woo hoo!! u wanna noe something funny?? i first made this account back in February... and i finally found the time (and mood actually) to write something in it.. haha!!

Okayyy... since this is like some kind of intro phase...

i now officially am a blogger!!