Just like old times...

Had wonderful lunch today with one of the 'besties'. Been a long time too since we did. It felt like old times.. i guess. Can't remember the last time it was only the two of us. It felt weird, and yet so natural at the same time. Since he's done after being enslaved for 2 years... finally we have him back home.

Wish we had the whole group for lunch though... Maybe next time :)

Had interesting conversations too. It was nice. The type that makes u all happy. Not to sound like a gushy lover, but its nice to talk to someone without having to hold back. I can only think of one other person, but she's busy enough as it is. Wouldn't want to put her in a blue mood.

Anyway, gotta look for something better to do. A job. A nice and enjoyable one too.

Guess that's it for now.

I realize i sound depressing. Lol, deal with it.

And now..

Its exactly 5.19am right now... and only God knows why i'm still up and writing on this blog... after so SO long... Guess it was an impulse that suddenly overcame me..

Its been forever. Wow, i really cant describe how it feels to do this again after so long.. Gosh..

Its almost the end of the year (shy of 2 months).. And obviously SO MUCH has happened.. Sigh..

1. I'm done with college.. i would've posted "Hurray!!!" back when it was still fresh after exams.. now not so much. I miss it, well not the classes or the assignments... the people. I miss them. I miss them so much. Damn, i wish i was waking up 2moro to go to class.. and get a call from Su Fen asking where am i.. look for a parking spot... wait for Nadya to finish her make-up... run away from the putrid smell of cow in the morning and rushing into class... leaving again to buy snacks and Milo... waiting for the lecturer... My favorite is watching ppl doze off in class (Jason) .. and all that jazz.

2. I'm not doing anything right now. Staying home, spending quality time with my family, friends and most of all, my bed. I'm more of a bed potato. I realize that now. If ever i was given super powers, it would be to sleep at will. Beat that, Rapunzel.

3. College. I actually did quite well. Nadya too. Can't believe its over. Exams were a mess. So many people broke down (yours truly included). "Mum" cried too... Pressure was bad... I remember that one of those many days of studying (cramming) we were in the library and reading our notes.. i start to feel a little tingle in my eye... i checked a mirror and apparently, long story short, i popped a blood vessel because u could see blood in the white area of my eye.. wasn't big... not that microscopic either. Freaked me out completely. Definitely shows how much everybody was worried.. to the point of turning into a zombie. Have to thank Mum for her incredible strength to pull everyone through.. Everybody knows this.. She should be named a Saint. Really. Love you babe :)

3. My general state hasn't quite changed. You'd think that in 1 year everything would be different. I guess God hasn't played his cards on me yet. But i am thankful for all that he's given me so far. I'm still the same old me, only with a better Certificate i guess.

4. Friends. Safe to say that im still friends with all the names mentioned in this blog... College friends, although i dun see them around anymore (except for a few) i try to keep track of them.. Hmm... i believe that i don't have very many of them. It's fine, really. I find it quite easy with the ones i have.. And how I'm very happy to still be able to call them friends, near or far.. Wherever they are, old or new. Miss you guys so much :)

Oh well, i guess I'll just have to take one step at a time to get use to this again. The fact that I'm just blabbering on and on is a little weird. I do think that i sound better in words. I probably look better too. The fact that its almost 6 in the morning probably is the main culprit i think.

If you're reading this.. First of all, hey :) Second of all, sorry for not updating. I simply forgot.

Hope this isn't the last of me..