Leaving Them Behind...

Get ready for an emo post ppl... ur about to get one.

i have two days left before i leave for penang.. yeah, i noe its only for 3 months... bet ur goin like "whats the big deal?" well, these are some of them...

1. i only have 2 days to spend with my sister, Alia before i go. She's also leaving.. for UK in January.. which i probably wont be able to come back and send her off.. she'll be gone for a year plus.... everyone says its only a year.. but, come on.. she's studying for a year... then i bet she'll wanna work there rite??? if ur reading this Alia, u noe im gonna miss u rite? who else is gonna be scaring the crap outa me jz by standing in front of me with that sily smirk on ur face... and wateva happens.. im gonna be on ur side *wink wink* ..

2. i didnt get to say bye to my bff Nabila... after some confusion about goin to a christmas party... so, yeah.. im gonna miss u too Bila....

3. my other good, great, almost eligible for bff title is Danni, is leaving for NS in S'pore.... 2 years... met him the other nite... felt so sad saying goodbye... i do hate him most of the time.. especially because of being his prank call victim... all the time... oh ya.. and his drunk dial victim... (im gonna get u for that!) but.. in the end... its been wat, 4 years rite Danni?? haha! we were joking the otha day... the next time we mite c each other is when were 21 yrs old.. bye that time.. we gonna be diff already.. haha! one things for sure, im not gonna be the one stuck with the ugly haircut (he has a choice of a clean shaved head or a flat top! hahaha!)
If (and thats a BIG IF) u do read this Danni, remember these 3 things.. (which i wrote on facebook)
(a) dont get shot.. pls... aim properly okay??
(b) dont shoot at lizards (remember our talk about ending up killing ur squadron?)
(c) dont change... lose the drama queen act and all okay.. but dont come back and start saluting everybody u see... haha!

so, those were like, some of the examples of who im going to miss.... to all my college friends, have fun with ur training u guys.. i hope non of us fail our final year *fingers crossed*

To Dida, Khalisa, Anis, Hann, Vivine, Nadya Pollie, Leena, Hiba, Dath and whoever else who knows me.... im so gonna miss u guys... shoutout to Dida whos in Perth. ( aku cinta padamu Didaku! )

Luv all of u...

My Cuzzie's Bday!!

This was supposed to be blogged a long, LONG time ago... but i finally have my hands on the camera (thx fatty-alia!!!) nways, we went out on the 7th of this month to celebrate my cousin, Hann's Bday! it was actually on the 3rd but we were bit too busy to have a proper celebration....

We went to The Lodge, in KL for dinner at first... but when we got there something horrible happened.. My friend, Khalisa was made a victim by a snatch thief.. oh yeah.. just like that! thank god she was okay and all... but she had so much in her bag! Handphone, camera, lotsa cash... (believe me whan i say ALOT of cash..) house keys and all... tried to 'friend find' her phone but the bugger probably switched her phone off after taking it.... sigh...

This is the birthday boy by the way... Haha!!! Luv u Hunn!!

Anyway... after all that drama, we went to Bar Savahn 2 (is that how u spell it??) in Mont Kiara. Went there previously once and the place looked real nice so, yeah. We also suprised Hann with a birthday cake... well, more like birthday cupcakes!! haha!

Aren't they cute?? hahaha!! courtesy of my mother! i helped too okay!!! hehe!

Surprising Hann wasnt so hard as we thought it would be.. because apparently our bday boy decided to go home to do his 'business' for a while... so we had time to setup..... haha!

Doesnt he look adorable ladies!!! he's single, mind u!!

my sis decided to buy him a few 'meaningful' t-shirts.. haha!! example:

Navin, Vivine, Khalisa (snatch theft victim..poor sweetie..) nadia and hann (bday boyy!)

oh ya.. let me tell u a funny story.. haha! My sis alia made the reservations that nite..... but using her more popular name, Elle.... so when we got to the table... we saw this....

Come on!!! wat the hell! i couldnt just stare at it without correcting it... so i did...

hahaha!! finally its correctly spelt! :P

Vivine sang 'I Will Survive' with the band just for us... and Hann of course!

i have just realised that i have called everyone on this blog a fatty.... not realising that i, myself am one as well....

But alas... i have to admit... this one takes back the Fatty Trophy..

Single and available ladies! haha!

Birthday Boys...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LG and REAGAN!!!

we actually surprised the both of them in the kitchen after my last service... they both looked so cute... haha!

hahaha!!! the boys were actually trying to get Lg and Reagan to mush their faces unto the cake... but they failed.. haha!!!

So Beautiful...

Reagan's sister has just opened her own shop called 'So Beautiful' in Sunway Pyramid and we went to see it on its opening day.... we missed the grand opening in the morning tho... we had class.

so we decided to skip the next class to go and visit the shop.... So, June, Shae, Reagan, Wayne and myself dissapeared during the next class... which was Ms. Actually's class (Ms. Hema, the boring hag) ... what we didnt know was that the MAJORITY of the students also decided to go missing that day....

oh boy, were we in trouble!

i have finally learnt the art of camwhoring with the help of shae and june... haha!



So we came out with story that had each of us playing an important role..... it was actually partly true, so it wouldnt be exactly lying per se... haha...

"June's car broke down... and June was with shae at the time.... so they took a cab to college and left the car at the side of the road... then... after our class the foreman called june and wanted to tow it away.... to the wrong way.. so, Wayne had the car.. Shae knew the way, Reagan had the contact (of another foreman) I had the money... and June was the victim"

We came back to college later on and went to see Ms Hema where we told her our story...

She bought it!

I was so surprised because of the way she did... i almost felt a pinch of pity and regret... lying to her and all.. no no... we didnt lie... just exagerrated here and there....

oh ya... on the way back... at this particular turn there wa a road block... and were all in a camwhoring moment... so they (more like SHAE) told me to take a picture of the roadblock... i also thought it would be real funny.. so as we got closer.... i snapped a picture.... but to my surprise, as i was snapping... the policewoman looked directly to the camera... AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!

i swear i never felt so scared man!!!! hahahaha!!! if u want to see a bigger picture... go to Shae's Multiply site.... she really is looking at the camera.... hahaha!

we were actually real close to her... omg! thank god she only smiled at us when we passed by... hahaha!! never again man!! hahaha!!

The Very Last...

Kitchen practical wasnt exactly my favourite subject in college... but in the end... i kinda did regret missing a few of them... especially having Chef Tan, the Chef McSweetie of our Term 3... Term 2 was Chef McHottie-Hot-Hot Francois and Term 1 was Chef McBoring-As-Hell Shaari....

as u can see for urself, Chef McSweetie doesnt look like ur average Chef... nor like chef Ramsey (Hell's Kitchen).. he just lets us experiment with the recipe and to add our own style and flavour into our dishes...

i am so gonna miss kitchen practical.....

oh ya, shoutout to Eevon (the one wearing the chef hat) Thanx for putting up with my stupidity for 3 terms as ur partner.... good times man... haha!

Last minute cramming!!!

it is SO normal to do last minute cramming rite??? haha! seriously! well, its actually something i do all the time.. (if ur not the type)... haha! but, it works at its best when im alone..... haha! so i decided to try the 'last minute group study' thing a try... haha! it was a SO MUCH FUN!

we actually met each other the night before at McDonalds in Subang... to discuss bout our apartment in Penang... so.. yeah, so much for studying then!! haha!!

anyhoo, we realy did study the next day... well, im my opinion.. we 'kinda' studied... but hey! i did learn a lot kay... courtesy of our King Reagan (hehe!) we had our study group at his house... its SO adorable!!! apparently, his mom (correct ah?) is a fan of crystals... so they were a few large crystal ornaments.... Shae jz had to become a BIMBO and ask these stupid questions... like... "omg, how come all the crystals are insise the thing like this??? they stuck it like that is it?" u love cracking people up... doncha shae?!

Business Math... ugh! hate maths!

yet another boring picture....

things were just fine at first...




but then... some of us jz couldnt handle the stress any longer...



so alas.... we started 'camwhoring'... ALOT!







to the point of using the timer button... and scurrying over each time somebody does it.... haha!





We had lunch at Tiapan.. did i spell it rite??? nway, we ate at Sri Paandi.. its an indian / mamak place thats known for it banana leaf rice.... it was GOOD!! i cant remember all the other details tho... the time especially.... but nevertheless, it was much fun .... until... haha! i left a so called landmark somewhere!!! haha!! oh no no no!! its not a 'personal' landmark... well, at least thats was Reagan thought at first... omg!!! i was SO SCARED!!! and SO SORRY!!!

this is what happened...

we were all studying all over the place... the floor.. the sofas... velvet sofas, mind u... beautiful, comfortable, CLEAN and NEW sofas..... i was on a sofa.. the single seater one... and directly behind me was Reagans computer... everyone was excited to see our apartment online... so i just paused for a second and was waiting for the pictures to come out..... the my pen fell... onto the sofa.... it wasnt covered.... its a ball pen.... so i picked it up..... and then, to my horror i saw a line.... a long line... a f*cking long blue line! i knew i f*cked up straight away.... i told june instantly.... and she told me to try rubbing out using water.... and it was working.... to a point... because the stain was still like.. 60 - 70 % visible... so slowly the gang found out... joanne, then nana... and then shae... but when shae found out... it was SO OBVIOUS that something was wrong that Reagan jz instantly wore a face of suspicion... THANKS SHAE!!! broke my heart to tell reagan in the end.... im so sorry.... ive been so evil okay... especially to Reagan...

why u ask?? the night before.... i dreamt that Reagan got shot... and he died rite in front of me.... so for me to tell him "oh, i dreamt that u died' the day before and "i left a landmark in ur house" the next day doesnt exactly make me a good person.. dont it?? that dream is already worth a blog so i'll blog it later on.... okay?!

all and all... it was great fun studying... now were done with that shit... at least for now!!!

:D

Tagged by Sexy!

PART 1:
State the rules.
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

PART 2:
The tag.

I miss somebody right now. (my best friend.. shes in Perak! Nabila!!!!!)
I dont watch TV these days. (my baby sis hogs it most of the time...)
I wear glasses or contact lenses. (glasses.. but i want contacts!)
I love to play video games. (ooh!! you name it!!! from RPG to silly and simple ones... haha!)
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (It’s the past rite?)
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (applies MOST of the time.. see? im being honest here..)
I curse. (hahaha!! i f*cking curse like, all the f*cking time!!! hahahahaha!!!!)
I have changed mentally over the last year. (yeap... sad but true.. 4 the better actually...)
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (am i suppose to???)
I'm totally smart. (wateva SHAE... muahahahahaha!!!)
I've broken someone's bones. (how i'd love to do it to this scumbag i noe...!)
I'm paranoid sometimes. (most of the time actually...)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (i faint when i c a needle!)
I need money right now. (Don't we all...)
I love sushi. (*gobble gobble*)
I talk really, really fast. (too fast at times.. till i stutter... ugh!)
I have long hair. (i miss my long hair!!! uwaaaaah!!!)
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling. (imagine having 11 !!!! haha!)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (so what?? fingernails and eyelashes la...)
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (wut?)
I like the way I look. (oh how i wish!!!)
I am usually pessimistic. (hard for me to think positive...)
I have a lot of mood swings. (oho... if u duno this... u hav not met atika suraya!!!)
I have a hidden talent. (haha.. its hidden somewhere la... im still looking for it too!)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (woo hoo!!!)
I have a lot of friends. (i think i do????!?!?)
I am currently single. (Single, available, tho loving it all the way!)
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (by 'peck', do u mean kiss or peck as in bite using a beak?!??!?!)
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. (I LOVE EM)
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping. (but i wont be able to buy them at that time... which sux in a way if u think bout it...)
I would rather shop than eat. (HELL NO!!!!!!!!!)
I don't hate anyone. (You're joking rite??)
I'm a pretty good dancer. (I can bellydance WAY better than Shae!!! haha! *evil laughter*)
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (i luv my mom.. we hold hands everytime we go out!)
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis. (i dun even get to watch TV and ur asking bout MTV???!)
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before. (That wud mean that someone was interested rite??? how pathetic is that...)
I want to have children in the future. (who wouldn't?? i'd love to someday!)
I have changed a diaper before. (with help okay...!)
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn. (Yes.. learning is a lifelong process shae!)
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. (Been single all my life... aaah! so SAD!!)
I am shy around the opposite sex. (Depending on who they are... only a few..)
I have tried alcohol before. (nope nope! im not a kafir unlike SOME PPL!!!!)
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends. (in a heartbeat....)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. (Dominoes baybeh!)
I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (no... )
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. (eeewwww... sicko wacko!)
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (i enjoy the costumes better!)
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. ( i LOVE Patrick!!! hehehe!)
I am happy at this moment! (whoopie!)
I’m obsessed with guys. (i dun rmbr confessing that im obsessed with girls... ??!??!)
I study for tests most of the time. (not like shae.. who does it ALL THE TIME! Freak! haha! i luv u too shae!)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. (if i did, i guess i'd feel special in a way.. haha!)
I am comfortable with who I am right now. (with who what where????)
I have more than just my ears pierced. (i wanna pierce my nose... but im scared!)
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge. (does falling off one count???)
I love sea turtles. (They're beautiful creatures.. Save the environment, save them! Rite June?????)
I spend ridiculous money on makeup. (dun mind spending on a few really good ones..)
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (everyone has dreams.. rite???)
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (I can play the recorder.... hehehe... hehe.. heh... sigh...)
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs. (I like being The Boss too!!! muahahaha! n i'll make shae my slave!)
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules. (yeah! its in my blood.. aussies are known as water babbies!)
I went to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (kiss me shae!!! woo hoo!!! ooh baybeh!)
I fall for the worst people. ( another sad case of me....)
I adore bright colours. (they somehow affect my mood... haha!)
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. (SOMEONE decided to tag me... hmph!!)
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle. (someone teach me pls!!!!)
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse. (i love them.. such majestic animals...)
I still have every journal I've written in. (haha! read them during my past time...hehe!)
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (yea.. aka FOOD!)
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. (used to do it when i was younger... missing those times...)
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring. (i want to... my mum wont let!!! dunno why?!??!?!)
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. (what in the world..????)
I have been to over 15 conventions. (not quite there yet....)
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist. (i was actually.... but APPARENTLY i noe sumone who is better... rite Beyonce???)
I only clean my room when necessary. (kehkehkehkeh.....)
I like a person of the same sex. (i thought we came to an agreement that im not a lesbian somewhere on this list....)
I love being happy. (along with watching everyone around me happy as well...)
I am an adrenaline junkie. (im the biggest chicken shit u can find around nowadays... haha!)

PART 3: Tag people to do the same.

1. Ee Von
2. Sean
3. LG
4. Faiz
5. Joanne

Linkies!!

here's a few links to some other blogs belonging to my peeps!! hehe!!

Joanne's Overshadowed

June's Alcoholic

Reagan's Minutes To Years

Sean's Play It Loud Kiss Sean Soft

i'll add much more later!! ciao!

Oh Shit...

im actually gonna get in trouble if my mum finds out that im writing this now.... coz im supposed to be bathing... i have class at 1.30pm later... now about 11am... so yeah. takes bout an hour for me to reach college. sad but true. i dun even feel like goin to this class... is this stupid lecturer.. mrs. 'actually'.. wanna noe sumthing funny?? we were SO BORED in her class one day.. sum of my mates decided to count, or come out with a statistical report (we had statistics later that day) on how namy times she would use the word 'actually' ! seriously... and what they came up with was this... In a matter of 1hour, which is 60 minutes, she managed to use the word 'actually' MORE than 60 TIMES! so on an average... she says the word EVERY MINUTE! she even used 3 of em in one sentence!!! that was real funny coz i remember the whole lot of us giggling like mad! haha!

anyhoo.. this week has been ok.. so so i guess.. my last week for classes next week... then im off to penang! the other lot jz confirmed as well... so the whole 7 of us will be staying together.... ME, Su Fen, June, Joanne, Reagan, Shae, and Nana!! haha!! roomies!!! wheeeee!! we gonna hav so much fun!! and we might have another roomie... coz he doesnt hav a place to stay... but thats still not confirmed...

haha! i gotta go.. i can hear my mum coming.. haha!! i'll so update the details later...

ciao!

Cupcakes

My mum decided to start selling cupcakes.... Her view on it is that the cupcake should not only look good, but taste as good as well.. So, if u gauys feel a sweet tooth coming, or maybe feel like buying some for a loved one..



Drop by and leave me a message and i'll gladly take ur order. Please not that we are still updating our cupcake pictures.. These are only a handful of designs that we've done.. I'll keep posting/updating when i get new ones..



I'll blog on the further details later...

Saturday Bliss

There's nothing in particular for me to say actually.... Just felt like blogging outta fun... Since im quite immobile rite now. Im sick, in other words. My bloody pills are staring at me like i've just committed an eternal sin.. (i was suppose to take em' hours ago.. hehe!) I just thought that since i have the time to sit and chat i'd just.. u noe.. blog!

I guess i'd just fill u in on details of previous events that happened.. Oh! We had our Taylor's College Annual Prom.. Was great fun.. Despite teeny-tiny problems here and there.. ( MORE LIKE COLLOSAL!!!!) And some 'Loud Snores' *hint hint* Stayed overnight there.. well, most of us anyways... Slept really late too... actually it doesnt even count as sleep.. more like dozing of for a few minutes. The boys were all tipsy and stuff.. haha!! doing all these silly things... Some ' took off more than needed' when dared (hahahahaha!! "ooh baybeeeh!!!") while some thought it would be funny to do the exact same thing !! haha!.

Some were goin red to the point of scaring others (hehehehehe!!!) and some, even were bitch fighting.. yes.. the guys were bitch fighting! 2 of em.. the best part was... after they were done.. the both of em were worried that the other one would feel insulted... So wat happened was the next day.. when they saw each other... they both jz laughed out loud! haha! Damn funny!! other than watching all these happening.. we were all just laying back, thankful that the event was a huge success in the end.

Twas really a fun time... haven't had that much fun for a long LONG time now.. I hope that we would get together and do it all again in the near future... haha!

College is such a big word, isn't it.. I mean, in the eyes of a teenager who has just graduated of finished high school. I remember the last few days of my SPM... my mind was lingering around the fact that my life was gonna change.. During my childhood, i've been told to one thing and one thing only... Study hard, get good grades and finish school. So imagine how i felt when i finished my SPM.. A new environment, new friends, new people to meet... and the hardest thing.. a new goal in life.

Remember when u were little, u would tell urself, "When i grow up, im going to be a doctor.." or maybe a lawyer, an architect, a cop, or etc. I had them too.. but they never stayed the same for me... it was constantly changing for me.. i just couldnt make up my mind.. Then one day i decided that i would be a either a Microbiologist or study Food Science... sounds cool huh? (or maybe just plain nerdy/geeky for some of u) So, i took science stream for SPM... thinking that i was set for life... or so i thought.

How can i make u understand? umm.. okay.. imagine this ( i love doing this dont i?) imagine u want to be Superman. yeah, seriously Superman. You dress like him, talk like him, walk like him, try looking like him and do the things he does... But u have to accept the fact that u would never have superpowers, fly or be weakened by kryptonite.. same thing for my dreams... i can study like mad, wear those white coat thingeys that doctors wear.. but i'll never be good in the medical line... its just something that i truly cant deny...

So, here i am studying Hotel Management... Haha! wat a huge difference right?? first im like, learning bout a fish's anatomy, and now i find myself learning the proper way to clean a toilet bowl... (for those who do not take Hotel Management, im serious bout the toilet bowl thing!) Dont get me wrong, thats not the only thing we learn mind u.. It was actually my dads idea for me take it.. since my elder sis took it.. and she would come home and teach us all these cook tricks like carrying three plates in one hand... No, not stacked up! as in spread around her hand... i mean her fingers... or whichever u understand better. So i took it... and surprisingly, im having SO much fun! i really didnt think that i'd enjoy it this much... im constantly learning new things now... things that 'normal people' wouldn't know... Hospitality-related things... things that didnt matter that much then but matters a whole lot more now!

Im leaving for Penang next year... Jan till March.. im doing my first year training there.. there's a bunch of us going... i hope all is well during that my training... no freaky weather or anything.. haha!

Okay.. i've bored u enough! time to take my leave! Till next time!

=D

Bubbly by Colbie Caillat

I love this song.. here's the lyrics.. enjoy!

(will you count me in)

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feeling like a child now
Cause everytime I see you're bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

(chorus)
It starts in my toes and I crinkle my nose
Wherever he goes, I always know
You make me smile please stay for a while now
Just take your time, wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pain
But we are hiding in a safer place
Undercover staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

Its starts in my toes, make me crinkle my nose
Wherever he goes, I always know
You make me smile please stay for a while now
Just take your time, wherever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just...hmmmm......

And it starts in my toes makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes, I always know
You make me smile please stay for a while now
Just take your time, wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
Cause everytime you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul and I lose all control
When you kiss my nose, the feeling shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holding my tight....

Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Oh wherever you go, I always know
Cause you make me smile even just for a while

Discrimination....

i guess this is the part where i bore you with my life's story huh??!?

:Myself:
im already at a legal age (hahaha! wat a way to start!) and um... currently enjoying life! i am pan-asian or wateva u call it la.. dun give a damn actually... im 1/4 Aussie and 3/4 Malay... and yet, if u noe me that is, and u probably do, my Aussie blood aka my Dads genes are f*cking strong... u can really see it, much at my dismay... its that bad! why u ask??

Imagine this, u walk around on a normal, average day.. looking at ppl around u...normally... but they look at u... with a stare so deep, they jz might be able to look right through ur thick skull... then they start analyzing u... from head to toe.. their faces start doing weird smirks.. in my case.. since im, uhh.. bout 5'9, they'll give me this shocked look, then they look at my shoes (wondering if im wearing 6 inches?!?!?) and then, when they realize im not.. they do that thing with their eyes, u noe, that 'bulgy' thing... as if their eyes are popping out.. yeah that.. and look for the first person they see to tell them bout the 'thing' he/she jz saw.... and yes, i did refer to myself as a 'thing'... funny huh??! i noe ur laughing... okay.. now, imagine it happens every single second u see or meet someone new.... literally every moment of ur lifetime... while ur jz walking, or shopping... yeah.. keep imagining... not so funny in the end huh??

Yeap... *sigh* the shit i go thru everyday... hasn't been easy.. i noe a few others like me (as in mixed up in races) ppl especially TYPICAL MALAYSIANS.... they would jz assume... and pick on us... as if we're sum kind of.. i dunno??! jz they LOVE to pick on us... i guess its because we (as in a mix) look different... another thing they like to do is discriminate.. how?? example.. when i was younger... actually its still going on... since i was a little girl.. started in skool actually... ppl would refer to me as "the tall one" or "anak mat saleh tuh" or even "ala.. yg besar tuh" !!! i mean come on! i've got a name Fuckers! there u go... im starting to curse.. haha! sorry... nway.. again this, i noe it sounds damn funny (i hope u dun crap urselves) but it goes on and on... again, not funny ppl.. if u think u are currently doing this to someone..
stop.

Here's another story...
in primary school, i got bullied.. really badly u noe.. by both girls and boys... i aint gonna name names here
(dun wori Dath, Nabila, Hiba, Imran, Eidrix, Prasshant, and all my classmates.. i wont tell anyone u guys bullied the SHIT outta me and scarred my childhood memories for LIFE....)
errm..erm.. where was i?? oh yeah, bullied.. for about a year... no wait... a year plus... hah.. yea, and the part is.. now were all gud friends... the chief bully, well thats wat i was told by them la ( Nabila, no offense.. i wont tell anyone! i promise!!!) is now my BEST FRIEND!! funny how life turns out huh... anyhoo.. one day i decided to round all of them up and ask them the "one million dollar question"... 'Why did u guys bully me?"

This... this.. hah.. haha! was the best part i swear!!!! Guess wat they said... And i SWEAR they said this... all of em...
they said.. "umm.. Dunno!"

wtf right! dun get me wrong.. i hav nothing against them (DAMN U GUYS!!!! AAAAH!!!) but... wat kind of answer is that rite??? so.. doesnt this so called 'story' support my statement that 'we' get discriminated.... jz because i look different.. which i did... and still do..

So, there u go... its hard to live a life where ppl love assuming bout u....
damn.. there i go with the 'emo' thing again.. sori!
God!! i've written so much... i haven't even started on family yet.... Haha!

wait... lemme do another one... haha!!!!

ciao!!

A beginning of something new...

Imperfection.... haha! kinda funny rite for me to pick that kind of word to name myself.... excuse my 'emo'ness coz i've got a cold rite now... Bloody screwd up! haha!!!

anyhoo... my first blog! woo hoo!! u wanna noe something funny?? i first made this account back in February... and i finally found the time (and mood actually) to write something in it.. haha!!

Okayyy... since this is like some kind of intro phase...

i now officially am a blogger!!