Life as it is so far...

Just like old times...

2010-10-27T19:09:00.002+08:00

Had wonderful lunch today with one of the 'besties'. Been a long time too since we did. It felt like old times.. i guess. Can't remember the last time it was only the two of us. It felt weird, and yet so natural at the same time. Since he's done after being enslaved for 2 years... finally we have him back home.

Wish we had the whole group for lunch though... Maybe next time :)

Had interesting conversations too. It was nice. The type that makes u all happy. Not to sound like a gushy lover, but its nice to talk to someone without having to hold back. I can only think of one other person, but she's busy enough as it is. Wouldn't want to put her in a blue mood.

Anyway, gotta look for something better to do. A job. A nice and enjoyable one too.

Guess that's it for now.

I realize i sound depressing. Lol, deal with it.

And now..

2010-10-26T05:18:00.004+08:00

Its exactly 5.19am right now... and only God knows why i'm still up and writing on this blog... after so SO long... Guess it was an impulse that suddenly overcame me..

Its been forever. Wow, i really cant describe how it feels to do this again after so long.. Gosh..

Its almost the end of the year (shy of 2 months).. And obviously SO MUCH has happened.. Sigh..

1. I'm done with college.. i would've posted "Hurray!!!" back when it was still fresh after exams.. now not so much. I miss it, well not the classes or the assignments... the people. I miss them. I miss them so much. Damn, i wish i was waking up 2moro to go to class.. and get a call from Su Fen asking where am i.. look for a parking spot... wait for Nadya to finish her make-up... run away from the putrid smell of cow in the morning and rushing into class... leaving again to buy snacks and Milo... waiting for the lecturer... My favorite is watching ppl doze off in class (Jason) .. and all that jazz.

2. I'm not doing anything right now. Staying home, spending quality time with my family, friends and most of all, my bed. I'm more of a bed potato. I realize that now. If ever i was given super powers, it would be to sleep at will. Beat that, Rapunzel.

3. College. I actually did quite well. Nadya too. Can't believe its over. Exams were a mess. So many people broke down (yours truly included). "Mum" cried too... Pressure was bad... I remember that one of those many days of studying (cramming) we were in the library and reading our notes.. i start to feel a little tingle in my eye... i checked a mirror and apparently, long story short, i popped a blood vessel because u could see blood in the white area of my eye.. wasn't big... not that microscopic either. Freaked me out completely. Definitely shows how much everybody was worried.. to the point of turning into a zombie. Have to thank Mum for her incredible strength to pull everyone through.. Everybody knows this.. She should be named a Saint. Really. Love you babe :)

3. My general state hasn't quite changed. You'd think that in 1 year everything would be different. I guess God hasn't played his cards on me yet. But i am thankful for all that he's given me so far. I'm still the same old me, only with a better Certificate i guess.

4. Friends. Safe to say that im still friends with all the names mentioned in this blog... College friends, although i dun see them around anymore (except for a few) i try to keep track of them.. Hmm... i believe that i don't have very many of them. It's fine, really. I find it quite easy with the ones i have.. And how I'm very happy to still be able to call them friends, near or far.. Wherever they are, old or new. Miss you guys so much :)

Oh well, i guess I'll just have to take one step at a time to get use to this again. The fact that I'm just blabbering on and on is a little weird. I do think that i sound better in words. I probably look better too. The fact that its almost 6 in the morning probably is the main culprit i think.

If you're reading this.. First of all, hey :) Second of all, sorry for not updating. I simply forgot.

Hope this isn't the last of me..

How long has it been???

2009-01-21T17:19:00.000+08:00

Okay, okay this is SO my bad... i haven't written for so long!!!! my god! this is just a teenie weenie post so don't expect much!

i just wanna say that im still alive and breathing!! hahahahaha! dun worry, i'll update ASAP!

Tagged Your IT!!!!!

2008-10-10T17:05:00.004+08:00

1. What's the relationship of you and her/him ?

Groopies! (sounds like those olden flower power hippies... hahahaha!)

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him ?

He's a funny guy! His 1st impression to me was the absolute best.. i secretly (at that time) named him "Elmo" when i first saw him on stage in college... to be in the same group was such an awesome thing...back to the question, i'd say Funny, Happy-go-lucky, Genius (out of the box kinda guy in my view), Confident, and oh so Cute... ( oh yeah, i just admitted in writing that LG is CUTE!!!! hehehehehe! kembang la mcm nih..... )

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you

"JIJI-MIJI"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you
so far... there's to much.. even the smallest favours like "please hold my things.." or "please teach me this (accounts.. ugh!).." all so memorable.. thanks for all of it. =)

5. If she/he became your lover, you will..

Probably wonder why in the world he said yes to me in the first place!!! hahahahahahahaha! i mean, seriously... me n LG???? Anyone with ME????? hahahahahaha!!! *snort*

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will..

(scream "DIE BASTARD DIE"...) what?? erm.. um.. oh! i would probably break down and cry... i guess.. =P

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..

Definately character if he is going to survive the likes of me... hehehehe!

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..

taking an elmo doll and sit on it infront of him???? hahahaha!.. oh wait.. maybe because i accidently burn his eyebrows while doing my flambe.... knowing me and my klutzy self.. hehehe!

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is ?

bite his cheek..... ( oooooooooooooooooooooooooh!!!!! hehehehehe!!!)

10. The overall impression of him/her is...

he's great.. really! u can't find another quite like him out there....

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you ?

they hate me.... probably call me "fat-equator-arse" when im not around....

12. The character of you for yourself is ?

I am an ugly fat equator arse....

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is ?

i hate it that im very apologetic (is it a word?) the fact that i say sorry to almost anything is annoying.... isn't it pll???

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is ?

a much more responsible and mature person.. i guess we take time to learn these things thru life experiences and so on....

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.

i really apreciate them for being around me... for all those who had me at my worse, and the 2 special ppl (u know who u are) who have been there for my absolute, absolute worse... know that i love u all and can't seem think why God sent me u guys to my aid.. ( i mean COME ON, he sends u guys???? Where are all the HUNKS?? hahahahahahaha!!!!)

Ten people to tag!!!! Victims!!!!

1. Shannon

2. Wayne

3. Philbert

4. June

5. Faiz

6. Reagan

7. Sean

8. Joanne

9. LG

10. Eevon

Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?

well, i heard there's someone new... no idea who tho....

No.3 is a male or female ?

Is Big Bird a male or female? hmmm... if i google it, do u think it will say????

If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing ?

um... a lil awkward.... but, well i dunno...

How about no.5 and no.8 ?
Same answer.....

What is no.1 studying about?

Diploma in Hotel Management.. but if im not mistaken he already has a Ph.d in B.I.T.C.H Management....

Is no.4 single ?
Last time i checked.. ya.

Say something about no.6 ?

GO Manchester United *punch fist into air*... Yeah! woo hoo!!

Fiuh! hahahaha! if ur TAGGED, DO IT!!!!

Merajuk/Hates Me?

2008-09-30T17:28:00.004+08:00

Most of u ppl might not know this... but once upon a time ago... i was a huge Manchester United fan ( yes i'm admitting it in black and white.. ok fine, red and white..) during the reigning days of Beckham, Van Nistelrooy, Nicky Butt and others, far from the current days of Ronaldo, Rooney, Vidic ( who is, i think HOTTER that Ronaldo!!) and Berbatov who might result for Rooney to be benched, or so they said in today's papers ...

There was never a specific reason of me ending my support for them... again i wasn't the biggest of fans.. i was a confused little girl who didn't shite about football... i mean i know the basics ( im not that dumb) but not the specifics... i wouldnt be the one screaming my lungs out when ppl said bad things bout Man U, but i would definately counter it.. again as little as possible... i wont be painting my face red and singing "Glory Glory Man United" everytime we won a match... and for any consolation... the only other football team that i knew existed ( in my mind ) was England... for real!

So, when i started meeting these ppl and watching games/matches ( more specifically, 2 of my sister's ex boyfriends... yeah two!) and they actually took their time to so call educate me with the game, and even more with their team.. Liverpool...

Then i learned slowly about the world of football... i AM still learning about it, and im not ashamed to say it out loud.. Gone were the days when i tot that the Man U players were THE best in the World.. and oh goodness, did i mention that i didnt know that players could be sold and bought to other teams.. yeah, lame i know...

And amidst all this learning, i finally got attached to not only football, but to Liverpool.. i found myself wanting to watch all their matches and scores.. scream quietly everytime they won... And slowly, the Man U team ( again, no specific reason) vanished and what appeared was the likes of Riise, Hyypia, Bellamy, Kuyt, Carragher, Reina, Pennant, Crouch, Kewell (my hunny bunny), Gerrard, and Rafa Benitez who, if my memory serves me correctly, just started the so called Rafalution ( i laughed when i first heard this)

i think that was then when i decided to be a Liverpool supporter full time..

and now with Babel, Skittles (Skrtel), Keane and my personal favourite hotties.. TORRES and RIERA, im loving it!

If ur familiar with the football world, u would have realised that this happened quite recently... i mean the switch to Liverpool.. although the Man U team i supported was in the past and safe to say, long gone with Beckham in US, and stuff.. u noe what i mean rite??? like... i was a Man U fan a LONG time ago... and then i sort of became... "teamless" for a while... actually a LONG time... till i decided to vouch for Liverpool...

what im trying to say is King, and all those Man U fans... even tho i laugh at ur faces everytime Man U loses or when we kick ur ass... that feeling of jumping for joy everytime Man U wins against other teams are still there.. i still update myself with both teams... Safe to say my second team.. is, and forever will be ManU... i know, what a wierd combo... its lyk im supporting both Pak Lah and Anuar.. but yeah.. haha!

i kinda let that info slip some time ago to my sis, who also asked me why Liverpool all of the sudden... she being a Man U fan and all... so i told her.. and my secret of supporting Man U second... i got a lecture of a lifetime! ugh! it was horrible.....

So yeah.. again, what im trying to say is, im Liverpool for LIFE.. but Man U is still gonna be there forever... my first love so to speak.. u never forget ur first love right??

I TOTALLY agree with u on Arsenal.. they have been a strong team, since forever.. and even tho u dont hear much hoo-haa from them.. they're slowly sneaking up from behind and whupping ass.. although they have my condolences for ytds game against Hulls.. who would have known man... i never ( and still) have nothing bad to say against them except to call them Arse-anal... hahahahahaha!!

Chelsea or in my words, Chel-siut, is utter bullshit! i hate the team... i think u guys should know about this... We Man U, Arsenal and Liverpools should join hands against Chelsea.. but i have to admit, although i hate Chelsea, some of its players like Terry, Anelka, Drogba i have respect for.. again only the players.. not the team!

fiuh.. i guess i rest my case..

i really hope u unblock my number King....oh ya, did i mention i've sent Reagan 3 smses and they all bounced back.. 2 calls that didnt go thru.. so i have concluded that he blocked my number.. its the only obvious answer right now..

Finally...

2008-09-24T15:17:00.006+08:00

ello there... my goodness!!! thx for leaving all those msgs ppl... real sorry for not responding for.... a really long time actually... hahaha!

it just hit me that:
1. i haven't updated diddly squat for a crazy CRAZY long time, and
2. im bored of my blog layout.... hehe!

so i'll probably do something about it later... so i guess i do owe u guys a quick glance of my training huh? its the best thing i can come up with right now... so here goes nothing.

***

Training was, all and all, one of THE best experiences i've encountered throughout my 19 years of life. I mean it, really. 2 months is so not enough. I remember on my first day, i was scared to death... scared of fitting in, being bullied, being "slaved" like my first training.... ok it wasnt exactly slaving but in comparison... yeah it was...

The first week was scary. im not gonna lie. Getting used to the new surrounding was hard enough as it was, the people as well... But then again, i was the "quiet mouse" so i dont blame them for not opening up to me... And oh boy did they open up to me later on!

From the hostesses.. to the waiters, kitchen staff, managers.... my oh my! they are, i quote, one of the best "instant famileis" that im lucky enough to have... and there's only three instant families for me.... My own instant family, My college family... and now, i guess its them... i dont have to see them everyday to think of them.. there just there... like u college peeps... ( are u guys crying yet? haha!)

its like how one of my bartenders said.. When u dont have to say the words 'sorry' or 'Thank you' to someone, it means u have accepted them as a close friend... And i think it is true..

i just realised that im using the word 'like'... like mad but nevermind...

Anyways, training was a blast. I wished i could go on with it. Im gonne miss it. Full stop.

***

Now, updates on myself..
i dah gemok.... :(
hahaha! no, really.. eating like mad! haha! thats all about me..
oh ya, im also nocturnal now.. yeah.. theres that.

Other than what i've written. that is all thats interesting that is going on... OH WAIT!

My sister, Alia is leaving for UK on Friday... boo hoo.... im gonna miss her so much.. sigh..

i'll post something with pics soon.. okay??

peace out!

xoxoxoxxoxoxox

The Little Twit

2008-07-10T23:11:00.005+08:00

UPDATE UPDATE!!! hahaha!

yea yea i noe... took me a damn long time right??? i have a real good excuse for it tho.. and im damn emo right now so bear with me.. I'll let u noe why along the way...

let me just categorize everything alright??? =)
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1. Training (at a glance)
So far, its DA BOMB!! really really!! everything about it is just so exciting! despite the politics (crazy shit politics man!) everyone there are total sweethearts. So much for "a cruel cruel world" or "a harsh industry" kinda talk... i mean, not everything and everyone is perfectly fine. Its just that i didnt expect it to be this fun!

My managers are laid back... the kind where u can easily relate to... and talk to. Jokes and laughter throughout the day (well, most of the days so far including some drama or as they call it, "wayang"). Basically a casual and non-serious atmosphere kinda place.

Only sad part is my Supervisor just got transferred to the Pavillion branch. He's the clown of the whole bunch (somewhat of a cheerleader too!). So not having him around is kinda boring and makes the place seem quiet to the point of death when there are no customers.... ugH!

Right now, i am a Hostess or what we call in TGI, an SPG which stands for "smiling people greeters"... Cool huh??? my job description is damn easy! Wanna noe what it is??

JOB DESCRIPTION - HOSTESS (SPG)

smile, kiss *ss and try to even lick and fan guest's *ss when first greeting guest
initiate hypocrite mode and lead the guest to table while s*cking up to the guest
remain a hypocrite when u speak to a guest
maintain hypocrite face and posture when you take all the crap and b*llsh*t and the f*cked up sh*t *ss donkey attitude from a guest
maintain hypocrite face and personality when answering, solving or when talking to guest after taking all the cr*p and b*llsh*t and the f*cked up sh*t *ss donkey attitude from a guest
maintain (again) hypocrite face when a little twit of an Arab boy follows you around the whole bloody restaurant saying something in Arabic only to find out later after he screams at you in the middle of the bloody reastaurant that he wants a bloody lighter to light something up for himself
still maintain hypocrite face when a little twit of an Arab boy runs around you (again) holding a birthday candle that CLEARLY came from the candle basket at the restaurant (this is ur cue to hide the basket and check regularly)
STILL MAINTAIN a hypocrite face when you find that half of the birthday candles in the basket are gone 10 minutes later and have a feeling that the little twit of an Arab boy had something to do with it
STILL MAINTAIN a hypocrite face when you find the little twit of an Arab boy running around with candle stick pieces and dropping them everywhere
Keep both of your hands in your pockets
STILL TRY TO F*CKING MAINTAIN when you lead the guest to the exit and refrain all feelings to kick the little twit of an Arab boy on the backside while he isn't looking

See? Its not THAT hard now is it???

I'll write up a whole day-to-day thing up so u can read my daily drama in Fridays... haha!
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2. College
I miss it... hehehe~
Just that i miss u nincampoops lah.... SO MUCH!!! i hope u guys are alright with ur training... i wanna call most of u up but then again, im scared that u might be on duty, and u cant pick up, and then la la la, and then bla bla bla, and so on so forth....
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3. The reason of me "emo"ing...
My maid threw away my contact lense case.

That was it. That is why im pissed as hell. Her reason of throwing it was this :

"Oh, saya tengok tak ada apa-apa dalam kotak itu. Sebab itu lah saya buang.
Kenapa?"

Best part is it was covered in god noes what rubbish in my rubbish bin... ashes and dust and some kind of berbulu sh*t......

Then i said:

"Memang lah kosong! Saya tengah pakai isinya!"

And she said:

"Oh ye ke?
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~"

(Ader jugak kes Nirmala Bonat 2 kejap lagi! Grrrrrrrrrr!)
Yeah.. very funny! u can stop laughing now...

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Anyway, haha.. i'll write up more posts when im up to it... im quite tired right now... and suprised with the length of the post! hahahaha! dunno where all the words came from...

kay, Ciao!

ps: i was not trying to descriminate in my post. all info was based on actual facts... hahaha! didnt mean to hurt any feelings! if i did offend you however.. my apologies... Peace!

Of Malaysia Kini, Taylors College and voize.my

2008-06-20T21:15:00.004+08:00

PUBLIC ANNOUNCEMENT

To all Taylors College Students. (TCHT & TCPJ)

This company called Malaysia Kini is planning to make Taylors college its pioneer group or shall we call it, "pilot" of a website. They came to see Mr murali this morning and i was there by chance actually. Nicholas was there too. Basically, their team came down to generally let us know informally of what the wanted to do and what the expect us to contribute. Also, for your extra information Malaysia Kini is one of our major sponsors for the MAPCU games in July.

The website is currently running under Wordpress and will stay so for about 3 months. You can go and have a look at the website now but mind you, they're still testing it out.

The website's name is :

www.voize.my

They're planning this website as a stepping platform where college students can get a chance to voice out about stuff like reviews and critics. They also need bloggers! As in, they want to feature blogs such as travel logs, food blogs, of posts that revolves around topics like nightlife, fashion, women, etc. stuff like that... and the amount of freebies that they're giving away... is whoa! Some of their sponsors are Buena Vista, Tower Records, Klue Magazine(if i am not mistaken) and more. All those who contribute or who's posts get chosen will get something in return. Also, if they find any of your general posts interesting, they will also feature it.

Later on, other interesting things such as forums, games, competitions, videos and etc will be introduced. But, again we are still in the planning process and everything isn't properly put up yet. There is also a column called 'campus' where they plan to list down events being held in respective colleges so the college students are aware of happenings around them. Other than that, posts such as interviews will also be put up. Examples are like interviews of small time celebs who aren't well exposed to us in our college.

Right now, it is strictly for Taylors College students only... I repeat, STRICTLY Taylor's College students ONLY and as far as i know, this only concerns TCHT and TCPJ. I have no idea about Main Campus. Will confirm on a later date. When the trial period is over, only then will it be open to other colleges. Safe to say that we are the so called foundation of this project.

Now, we need 2 music critics and 2 movie critics. 1 boy 1 girl each. and we need a proper one, not someone who wants it just for the freebies. The 2 movie critics will be given free movie passes to latest and upcoming movies and they will have to write up review on it. Just a short one, but it has to be a proper honest review. Same thing goes to the music critics... they will be given free cd's (i assume) to listen to and submit the reviews of it up. To whom, i cannot exactly confirm because i have to pass the names to the project manager. Her name is Joanna from Malaysia Kini... she is the advertising exec if i'm not mistaken.

**TCPJ**I was hoping that you being in mass com, would know someone who has the potential of being taylor's next Simon Cowell.. Haha!! i know its last minute, but i need the names by monday if you have any... but i think i can buy us some time... **TCPJ**

But nevertheless, **TCHT** if you do know someone worthy please let me know. Criteria is simple. Someone who is very opinionated and is not afraid to voice out. Basically Simon Cowell. **TCHT**

Our main concern now is the 4 critics. I will produce another email concerning the blogs on a later date.

ps: please forward to those whom you think is relevant because i might not have their email addresses. Please check and see whomever i left out. Thank you.

My Friend Dath.

2008-06-20T00:00:00.004+08:00

This is my good friend, Zri Dath.

He is 19 years old.

He declared war against me.

A war where we "publically humiliate" each other.

Here's my version of public humiliation.

Here's a picture of him when he was in Kindergarten.

Even though i have an English exam tomorrow where i have to write loads of essays... because i love you, im spending time to write this post of you...

Ha ha Dath. Ha ha.

And you were beginning to think Gorilla was funny!

Let the games begin!

Exams... (ugh)

2008-06-18T22:29:00.005+08:00

its that time again of where an institution, be it a school or a college, put its students thru what is best described as TORTURE!!! hahaha! okay fine, exams. Dont we all just love it...

Anyway... in the process of de-stressing, i thought it would be fun snapping some pictures during this "crazed period" and here's a look at everyone studying AKA cramping (for some of them) :

This is actually a picture of my Econs.... ugh! shit subject i tell u (no offense to all those who take business and/or econs course)

how my bed has been looking like this past week. Mind you... this is only one side of the bed! hehe!

This is Dida AKA Miss Tyco-who-can-actually-sit-down-and-stalk-people-online-during-exam-week. Ha ha...

What u guys will be seeing next is pictures of my dudes and dudettes right before our first exam, Malaysian Studies... now you might think theres nothing wrong with that.... But for ur information, the bloody paper was on a freaking SATURDAY!!!!!!! ( i hate u bitch for being exempted from this paper!!!! haha! i noe u love me too!!!)

We were all waiting in some kind of locker room that was attached to the toilet.. it was so freaking weird coz nobody in the right state of mind would ever think that there was a seating area in it before being told so.... haha! this guard told us, so yeah....

Philly and June

Sufie and her stressing pose!!! damn funny!!!!
But check out LG's photo!!

look at his foot! its like distorted! hahaha! not forgetting his "twin" for the day Mr. Juan... hahahahahahahaha!!!

Fried Maki!

This was supposed to be a candid shot but as u can probably see everyone in here are posing.... especially yang pakai tie merah tuh... sibuk!

Emo.. yet again

2008-06-07T05:44:00.003+08:00

Life seemed so simple back when i was a kid. No worries in the world. None at all. Why couldn't it stay that way...

It isn't fair that we get thrown into situations that are beyond our control once we grow up.. Simple things... hurtful things...

I wish people were nicer, like they were when i was younger. I wish there won't be any fights, arguments, or whatsoever that would hurt not only those involved, but also those around them.

Its sad to hear about lost friendships, especially when the main reason it happened didn't have you in it.

Revenge.
Suffer.
Regret.

Never in my life have i heard of such stories revolving these three words. I guess it all comes with age. At a certain point in life, one will come across these words... And learn of the meaning the hard way.

I pity those who are going thru it now.

I wish it wouldn't be that way.

But who am i to judge? Some deserve it, some do not. Life isn't fair, if it was it wouldn't be called life wouldn't it? However, it IS entirely up to you to choose whether to embark on the journey in the path ahead or not. Meaning that where you stand in life it is your responsibility. There's no blaming others.

Peer pressure or curiosity it may be, what you end up being is your responsibility. Your future, is in your hands. Don't throw it away, because it might just disappear on you one day.

...

2008-05-30T21:16:00.004+08:00

I hope God is merciful to those i love

I hope God is great to those i love

I hope
he finds them good people
good halves
better halves
ones that deserve them.

I hope
they live happily
they live prosperously
full of joy
full of love.

I hope
they find someone who loves them for who they are
for what they are
not for what they come with.

I hope
they follow their hopes and dreams
follow their mind and body
follow their heart and soul.

I hope
life treats them kind
treats them fairly
treats them unsparingly

I hope
because i know they deserve it
deserve the life
the life with a happy ending

I know
in the end they will.

This is me

2008-05-30T20:52:00.004+08:00

nothing in particular to talk about actually. just felt like spilling out some stuff onto the net... because what i heard was, my parents can't afford a shrink to listen and help me with my problems... and so i have to do this just to get the attention....

sigh... if only they knew how much those words "hurt" (sarcasam guys!)
hahaha.. but the past is the past... wateva that doesnt concern u, dun be bothered.. take it from me... because you might think u know the whole story... but you dont. you just dont.

theres nothing for us to do... we didnt start it... we didnt start nothing... they brought it upon themselves... so in the end, the shame is all theirs..

i always knew i am mean at times... i mite not go "yo moma!" at you.. but if im at the peek of my moods... i can say pretty nasty stuff. i mean really nasty... and if ur thinking that im talking bout my sarcasm.. ur so wrong.

one should always take pride in what they do.... they also should always take the responsibility. i did my part.. so i paid my debt. god knows why they went ranting bout it afterwards. as i said, watever that doesnt concern u, dont bother because u mite not know the whole story.

this is my blog. i can write any shit or crap that i want. u have no right to judge it. if u dont like what i say / what you read.. here's what u can do:
1. close ur eyes / ears OR
2. fuck off

A Million Apologies

2008-05-27T22:28:00.002+08:00

For those who actually bother checking my blog.... im seriously sorry for dissapointing you as... i've been so busy with my work... i kinda stoppped my refurbishing work on my blog.... hehe!

Give me a few more days... It'll be up and running (with updates) in no time!

My 19th...

2008-02-29T15:58:00.004+08:00

being in penang.. away from most of my family and friends..... i expected an 'okay' celebration.. didnt expect much actually.... but my 'current family' (god bless u guys) made the best of it... hahaha! i seriously didnt expect it to be THAT memorable!!! hahaha! i'll add in the pics later when i've got em...

anyway.... first things first. i came back, on the nite before my bday kinda early. It was a sunday so there was no transport back ( the hotel has a bus that sends their employees home.... usually it leaves bout 15-20 mins of punch-out time) so my senior sent me back.... so rather that reaching home bout 11.45pm... i was home at 11.15pm!!! hahaha! i saw the lights on at the balcony so when i went up, i was surprised to find that the house was dark... not only that, i smelt something burning! i noe, i noe.. DUH it was the candles but it jz didnt click at that moment! so for a moment then i got pretty scared. i rang the bell a few times and finally Eugene opens the door.......

The next thing i noe, i see a trail of flowers leading from the door to my bedroom... and it was dark... haha! i did have a bimbo moment for a second or two... thinking why the hell are there flowers on the floor.. (something that i kinda expected to get on my wedding night... i noe, with candles and all... sigh... such a wonderful display of... um.. anyway..) So naturally i followed them and as i enter my room...

i see June holding something with two candles!!! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!! Nana is right behind her smiling her ass off while Reagan is on my bed in some kind of weird position trying to snap pictures!!! hahahaha!!! IT WAS SO ADORABLE!!!!!!!

the so called 'cake' was actually a jacobs cracker with peanut butter smothered on it!!! hahahahaha! *by this time i felt something at my feet, so i kicked it away* i blew my candle and they turned on the lights!!!!

after i gave em all bear hugs (except Reagan coz he was still in his funny pose!!!!)... and so nana is like, "arent u going to open ur present??"

im like scanning the room looking for it, but i jz couldnt.... and Nana's like" Its right there Atika!" while pointing down to my feet. Fuck. I kicked my present. What a screwed up thing to do. Sheesh!

Anyway, after all that fuss, i went to the 20th floor to find some peace at about 11.55pm... i didnt want to keep the others awake with the smses and calls i mite get.... did i mention that it was also my off day on my bday!

The presents from them are amazing! i got bling2 earings from June, a book, a watch, a bookmark (a beautiful one), angpau from reagans mum and COOKIES! hahaha!

So i find myself reading the book later in the afternoon when June anounces that we're gonna have dinner ' somewhere' at 7pm. Hahahahahaha!!!!! wheeeeeee!!! the next thing i noe, my DAD (the real one.. whom i dont see much of) calls me up and says that he'll be at my place in 2 hours (which actually meant 4 hours.. i've learnt that i'd have to add 2 hours everytime my dad givs me an ETA) hahaha!!! how lucky was i! and earlier that day i remember sulkily telling nana that i was crushed by the fact that i have nvr spent my bday with my real dad.. and that he never calls me too..... =)

So, my dad arrives with my stepmom and my two litle brothers, Ethan and Kharlish and he brings me to the famous Nasi Kandar 'Line Clear'!! hahaha! i noe.. a bit sad rite?? but i was just overwhelmed bout the fact that after 13 long years, i finally have my dad on my bday.

later, he sent home to meet up with the others at this beautiful restaurant.... Feringghi Garden! it was absolutely lovely!!!!

*theres just too many pictures so if u want to see more, go to my multiply site!!! *

Thursday blahhs...

2008-02-14T21:20:00.005+08:00

Can i just first point it out that nobody's perfect... so the fact that i didnt post about my latest so called 'adventures' doesnt make me a sinner or anything.... anyways.. yeah Valentines .. woo hoo.. rah rah rah... feeling all the love... yeah... *sigh*.... i swear its turning out to be one of those excrutiating days that doesnt seem to pass quickly....and being alone is not the reason (in a way, actually it is... hahahaha!) its just the whole day has been tiring! im in kitchen now... 3rd day.. burned my fingers like crazy while frying eggs... im taking care off the egg counter for breakfast. anyhoo, i feel like going to sleep and jz.. never waking up again..... u noe that kind of feeling of... of total.... blahh!! its a weird feeling.. im probably just tired i guess.... not getting any proper sleep these past few days....

Training, overall despite being tired is great fun. i really dont regret picking Bayview Beach to do my training.... in fact, im kinda gonna miss it u noe.. its been a month plus.... and the staff are finally warming up to me... in every way possible.. we get lifts home every now and then... oh ya, which reminds me..

went back to KL last week. ( for all those ppl i didnt get to see when i went back, im so sorry!) took a night flight.. it felt great being back home... but when i woke up the next morning, the first thing that struck my mind was.. "Where the hell am i?" It just didnt feel rite! thats just wrong right?? wat the hell... and this is the best part.. i missed 'home'. get it?? i missed Penang. i missed waking up to the sounds of hooligans and bitches talking oh so loud as if we're staying in a mansion! For example...

imagine waking up to scene similar to this in the morning..... hahahahaha! this is, btw the BITCH of the house... haha! im serious, we literally call him Bitch. his fav line is "Im feeling Sexy..." by beyonce - naughty girl??? ring a bell?? hahahaha!!!!

one of our first photos together..... im so gonna miss the huge bunch!

The Bitch, Shannon - Miss "Earlybird, Nana - Hott Stuff, mua!!!! - Miss Petit' , Joanne - The King, Reagan - Miss Volume, Su Fen - Miss Vegetables & Fruits, June.

* Eugene wasnt here at the time.. he arrived the next day i think....*

what am i gonna do without these ppl...

Industrial Training - F&B

2008-01-26T21:31:00.000+08:00

F&B

Day 21 - Coffee House
Today was kinda cool actually. The staff are really friendly. some of them are still, well.. distant but most of them are real nice. My service supervisor, "abang Alwi" (he made me call him that) is a nice guy. Told me that im not here to work but to learn, so i gotta ask LOADS of questions. Shift was 9-5. Kak Ani, the evening shift waitress (the shift im getting tomorrow) taught me quite a handful! Taking orders, using the terminal, menu research and loads more! Had so much fun! That was till this one guy showed up. A stalker. Here's why. I met him a few weeks ago at the bus station on the way home from the hotel. I thought he was a guest there, everyone there was. this couple walked up to him and asked him about the fare of the buses here. He didnt know, so he asked me, and i said no. Then, we started talking... small talk. about 10 minutes or so. So i told him that i was a trainee at the hotel (by right, he asked whether im a trainee coz he's nvr seen me around before.. or sumthin lyk dat) He was boasting bout rubbish... the kind that u say to some stupid, brainless 'kampong' (sorry for stereotyping here) gils who would believe all this shit and fall for the so called 'rich' guy.. Ugh! He said he had a big company in Dubai nad KL and some otha shit. Gave me his card. Also said he has a restaurant in Penang. He's Thai apparently. so, today he came looking fro me at the coffee house. He said he wanted to bring me out to dinner, and why i didnt call him back and shit. He also said that i can bring my other frinds and that he can introduce us to some boyfriends..... Eww eww eww!!!!!!! Fucking sick... The worse is this.. he know where i stay... not specifically but which apartment... fucked up!!! wat the fuck was i thinking... .but i honestly didnt think that he would go this far..... shit!!!! damn!!!! im scared as hell.. not only for myself but for the girls in my hse! told my sis Alia and she said "Hensem or kaya tak? Muahahahaha! Muda ker tua?" and "Hahahahaha! Sounds like ure type of guy!"
So much for loving sister!! hahahaha!

Industrial Training - Housekeeping

2008-01-13T20:28:00.000+08:00

Industrial Training. I've actually benn dreading these two words for quite some time... not knowing how to get thru it n all... i wonder how evryone else did it.... so, now since its right in front of my face, haha! im screwed arent i???

this particular post is dedicated to my days in training in Penang. I'll make it easier by blogging it by departments okay??

for ur info, im actually copying wateva i write into my journal onto this blog... not all of it la.. but all the important details only!

*I'll fill up the blank ones as soon as i can okay?? its like that coz i can't remember the interesting details!

HOUSEKEEPING

Day 1 - Rooms
2 words. Fucked up! cleaned 21 rooms. A bit tired... was very thirsty tho! the dept is dominated by indian ladies (not being racist here.. nothing wrong with it!). But, they don't like me! Refer to me as 'itu'. Kak Shima, my mentor of the day says 'skipping' rather than 'housekeeping' everytime she knocks the door! hahaha! i swear i almost pee'd a little when i first heard it! Didnt get any tips tho... majority of the ppl there cant speak english... which sux actually... but listening to their penang slang is like, so COOL! and makes some stuff they say funnier too! its an ok hotel.. kinda pricy, but worth it in a way. they target more of foreigners rather that locals... anyway, after i got back home... thats when the real fun began... my body ached like it nvr ached before..... hahaha! my back, legs, hands, butt n all! i was suprised they didnt fall off! oh ya, did i mention that the food SUX!!! like crazy!!! Had chicken rice, soya bean and ice cream.. ugh!

Day 2 - Rooms
My legs are falling off. My back is aching. Cleaned a total of 29 rooms today! Didnt get tired although i hurt myself preety badly.. My bottom half can't move. Lay Lee, my mentor today was real nice. She taught me how to make beds much faster than i usually do it. My floor manager, Theva is also awfully nice. Trying to get used to their slang, and their staring. Still feel left out. Not even a smile! My day off is on a Thrusday, for now. My back is breaking, i think im gonna hurt it real bad in a few days time. Helped stick the Kiblat sticker onto a ceiling, with the help of Lay Lee and Theva that is... since i was the taller one.. haha! i finished earlier that day! Waited for Reagan before meeting Joanne at Happy Mart (yes, i sed Happy Mart!). She's feeling unwell, slight fever. Nana has a double shift 2moro. In conclusion, i had fun today! Tiring, but fun. Junior, Jason and Sabrina are coming over 2moro! Yippie!

Day 3 - Rooms
More rooms man!! 32 rooms!! woo hoo!!!! haha! jz a little tired, suprisingly. Food sucked, yet again. Got Layy Lee again, but today she had PMS... No idea why! And the three stooges arrived safely!

Day 4 - Rooms
Today, my mentor was Saratha, an indian lady. taught me a whole lot more! all the hotel's S.O.P. The way she taught me was like she actually wanted me to learn and remember it till i die! occupency lowered like crazy from 77% - 34%. So they decided to do 'spring cleaning', much to my dismay! Junior, Jason and Sabrina missed their bus back to KL today... they were late.. decided to go to the beach... naik banana boat!!! sabrina jz didnt want to leave without goin on it! hahaha! damn cute la she! For this i'll add some pics la!!! hahaha!

Jason, me, Jr, Reagan, Sabrina, Nana n shae... okay, heres a story to tell... this pic was taken rite after we got onto the boat.... btw, Jr didnt noe that tjhis was called a banana boat.... he tot the boat pulling us was the banana boat... so blurr!!! hahaha!! anyway.....

look closely at this pic... everyone is smiling except SOMEONE! apparently, this pic was taken jz seconds after shae announced there was a jellyfish a metre away from us.... hahahahaha!!! me being a chicken shit and all.... hahaha! it was great fun i tell u! shae was going mad splashing evryone with sea water, Jason was hanging onto his life since evryone infront was jumping up n down... i almost let go at one point... scary shit... but grand finale ( besides screaming at the sight of the jellyfish ) was that SOMEONE decided to SPIT and guess wat?!??!?! being the unlucky girl that i am... it went straight for my face... YUCK!!!!! Funny right Jr?? i bet u laughing ur ass off now huh??? hmph! for those of u who are blind.. i even zoomed it!! hahahaha! even i crack myself up seeing this pic!

anyway (so much for industrial training thing!) The three of them are leavingon tuesday pulak.. did i mention that i did only 24 rooms 2day??

Day 5 - Rooms
Shift was as per normal. Kak Sarimah (mentor, duh!) had the most rooms of the day.. 35 rooms!!! 20 acant rooms, 3 blocked rooms adn 12 occupied.. basically we had the whole floor to ourselves la... she was the only mentor that didnt tell me to vacuum the floor.. ( oh ya, im known as vacuum girl there!) she was real funny! kept saying " Huih, dah-syiat!" everytime she spotted dust on the lampshades!

Day 6 - Rooms
Took an MC today.. had cramps (time of the month ppl...) The HR staff took me to a clinic nearby after 2 excrutiating hours of waiting in the locker room. Had the rest of the dat off. Didnt do much actyally. I came home jz in time to send the three ppl off.

Day 7 - Rooms
This day was total hell and chaos! We had 22 occupied rooms, 4 blocked rooms, 6 due in rooms and the rest of the rooms were dirty.. and one floor has about 43 rooms! i did overtime... bout 1hr 45 mins extra time! imagine... after lunch, which is bout 2pkm.. i still had 18 rooms to do! n my shift ends at 4pm!!! crazy rite???!

Day 8 - Day Off!
Its been quite a boring day actually. Woke up about 10am after being smacked in the face by someone... (dammit!) The past week has been an adventure really. The housekeepers are finally warming up to me, thank god! But work has been real tough! Tough on my back! Hurts like hell, but im getting used to it now i guess. All and all, its been an experience. I stil have 10 days left in housekeeping dept before i join F&B dept. Jason, Jr and Sabrina came and stayed for like, 3 nights! loads of fun with them around. Felt more like a holiday with them goofballs around! Sabrian is so sweet! she's known June since they were in kindergarten. Jason.. oh dear, sweet Jason... so blurr, yet so cute at the same time! he's so caring bout everything.. so concerned of everyone! Jr jahat! hahaha! and for that, me, june, nana and sabrina launched a sneak attack on Junior at th pool. The girls were swimming and the three jz arrived then... So, after much tugging, pulling, tickling and pushing... huffing and puffing and all, we finally got him into the pool! we took so long doing it too!!! So bad, bully girls! At one point, he was pulling both Sabrina and I, and we were holding onto him like crazy! hahaha! and best part, he fell on top of me in the pool so i hit my bum in the floor! ouch!

Day 9 - Rooms

Day 10 - Rooms

Day 11 - Rooms

Day 12 - Public Area
Apparently everyone forgot to mention that being in public area also meant being a 'general cleaner'. i swear to you right now, with god as my witness.. u will never, truly experience being humble if u haven't done this job. Dont get me wrong, im not trying to stereotype here.. but really. The foreigners arent the problem.... its the locals.. apparently most Malaysians look down on cleaners everywhere (im just assuming here okay, but i bet that im right!) i keep getting these looks... when im cleaning and all... sigh.. how sad are we Malaysians (makes me 'unproud' to be one..)

Nway, i was given to Kak Saroja, another indian lady. Shes lovely! Kept telling me to slow down while im doing my work. Here's the thing, by right the list of thing she does everyday will take exactly about the whole shift.. but with me around, its like splitting all the work in two! so we actually have so much time to spare... and waste! Here's what i was put in charge to do today!

a. Sweep main lobby (which is HUGE!)
b. Vacuum seating area (foyer)
c. Sweep and mop the coffee house
d. Clean the mirrors and vacuum the carpets in the gym
e. Vacuum the whole shopping arcade
f. Sweep the girl's locker room
g. Throw rubbish from the lobby.

i finished at about 2pm.. my shift ends at 3pm.. so, guess what?! Kak Saroja told me to stay out of sight (in the locker room0 and rest for the rest of the hour and wait till its time to clock out! hahaha! the first ever mentor to do that one! hahaha! no wonder she's nice right??

Day 13 - Public Area
Nothing wow about today.. well.. at least i think so...
haha! here's what i did today:

a. Sweep main lobby
b. Vacuum seating area (foyer)
c. Clean the mirrors and vacuum the carpets in the gym
d. Vacuum the whole shopping arcade
e. Sweep and mop the coffee house
f. Sweep the girl's locker room
g. Polish wood at the foyer
h. clean and scrub the 4 main huge-ass pillars at the main lobby (outside where the guest arrive)

ugh, i jz remembered.. there was this guy.. one of the drivers for the hotel i assume, he approached me while i was cleaning the pillars... ugh! i was busily cleaning em' (mind u, i was bending up and down while cleaning it.. and my pants were kinda falling off coz dah longgar..) until one point where.. I FOUND HIM CHECKING OUT MY ASS! The nerve!!! ugh!!! fucked up man! he was an old, smelly ass guy sumore! i left immediately and managed to give him a scornful stare... i hope he gets the msg !!!!

Day 14 - Public Area

Day 15 - Public Area

Day 16 - Laundry
Despite of my ankle acting up again, i went to work, DUH! Took mebout 15 mins to wlk down the hill (usually takes me less than 10 mins) and i was already LATE so i took a cab the rest of the way. Got there (on time!) and went to the laundry. After bout 30 mins of folding towels, i suddenly started trembling and i had cold sweat. The next thing i know, im swaying left to right. Now, i thought i was swaying bcoz of my ankle, so i excused myself to the toilet, At the lift, i realised i was on the verge of passing out! I got to the locker room, took my hp and smsed Nana and lied down and the next thing i noe, i woke up bout 20 mins later....
Jz blanked out...

So, as i regained consciosness, i went back down. To my horror (i sound like a fucking english teacher..) it happened again! But this time, the ladies saw and they started giving me drinks and told me to sit down. In short, fussing and nagging. Turns out, im not the 1st and certainly not the last. May i also remind u that i was limping throughout the whole day with everyone asking me why. Nway, they made me go to the clinic, so after lunch Nana accompanied me to the clinic. I told the doctor everything, bout my ankle being a permanent injury and the fainting stuff. In the end, he gave an MC.. ANOTHER MC!!!! MY 3RD MC! In a matter of 2 weeks i have already gotten 3 of em! wth rite?? i guess Danni passed me his curse..

*for all those who dont know Danni, he;s such a pain! always geting hospitalized bcoz of injury and getting sick. He's such a drama queen!

Day 17 - Laundry
I felt way, WAY better today! Walked to work (ankle is 80% healed). The things to do were quite straight forward actually. Fold, Fold, stack, and FOLD.. for me that is.. God knows how many towels i folded today ( by the hundreds i swear!) I also helped with the rollers.. steam rollers where u iron the linen.. Burned my fingertips when i was recieving the rolled linen. They were f*cking HOT! I even got a blister on my thumb to prove it! All and all, laundry is boring as hell. Im still deciding whether its much more boring than Hema's class. (THAT BAD!) Oh ya, did i mention.. rather than listening to the "Happy Working Song" (how i wish) or any music for that matter... we listen to DANGDUT! i was so annoyed that i started making sounds and beats up jz to stay awake! Haha! i swear this is true!!! The washung machine was playing "Last Night" 's beat!!!! I actually thought someone was playing it on their phone, but then i ralised it was the washing machine!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Day 18 - Laundry
Nothing out of the ordinary actually. Still had to do all those same things; fold, fold, stack and fold. Had a slightly betterdat them ytd. Th ewashing machine did weird sounds this time.. boo hoo! OMG!! i jz remembered... it was boring as hell at one point... with the dangdut song and all... So, when i thought it couldn't get any worse, God decides to prove me wrong. Who would have thought it would only take one word to ruin the whole day.

Mawi.

oh my god. OH MY GOD. OM MY GOD. The second i heard his voice... that was it... his entire album okay.... ugh!

Day 19 - Laundry
Yay ! im one with housekeeping!!!! WOO HOO!!! im much closer to finishing my training! For ur info.. today was bored as hell. Full stop!

Day 20 - Off Day!

Didnt do much actually. Woke up about 7.30am to wathch the sunrise on the 20th floorof my apartment. There's somekind of viewing bay up there. Anyway, i went back to sleep after that while most of the others went to eat nasi lemak. Later that day Nana, Reagan and i went to Gurney drive to shop for groceries. We played " shag, marry, kill" that night too! hahahahahahahaha! who would have known that shae would marry me.. and kill nana!!! muahahahahaha! ( i luv u nana... alamak! Dida, janagn jealous tau!!! muax! cintaQu! ) hahahahahaha!

Leaving Them Behind...

2007-12-28T18:32:00.000+08:00

Get ready for an emo post ppl... ur about to get one.

i have two days left before i leave for penang.. yeah, i noe its only for 3 months... bet ur goin like "whats the big deal?" well, these are some of them...

1. i only have 2 days to spend with my sister, Alia before i go. She's also leaving.. for UK in January.. which i probably wont be able to come back and send her off.. she'll be gone for a year plus.... everyone says its only a year.. but, come on.. she's studying for a year... then i bet she'll wanna work there rite??? if ur reading this Alia, u noe im gonna miss u rite? who else is gonna be scaring the crap outa me jz by standing in front of me with that sily smirk on ur face... and wateva happens.. im gonna be on ur side *wink wink* ..

2. i didnt get to say bye to my bff Nabila... after some confusion about goin to a christmas party... so, yeah.. im gonna miss u too Bila....

3. my other good, great, almost eligible for bff title is Danni, is leaving for NS in S'pore.... 2 years... met him the other nite... felt so sad saying goodbye... i do hate him most of the time.. especially because of being his prank call victim... all the time... oh ya.. and his drunk dial victim... (im gonna get u for that!) but.. in the end... its been wat, 4 years rite Danni?? haha! we were joking the otha day... the next time we mite c each other is when were 21 yrs old.. bye that time.. we gonna be diff already.. haha! one things for sure, im not gonna be the one stuck with the ugly haircut (he has a choice of a clean shaved head or a flat top! hahaha!)
If (and thats a BIG IF) u do read this Danni, remember these 3 things.. (which i wrote on facebook)
(a) dont get shot.. pls... aim properly okay??
(b) dont shoot at lizards (remember our talk about ending up killing ur squadron?)
(c) dont change... lose the drama queen act and all okay.. but dont come back and start saluting everybody u see... haha!

so, those were like, some of the examples of who im going to miss.... to all my college friends, have fun with ur training u guys.. i hope non of us fail our final year *fingers crossed*

To Dida, Khalisa, Anis, Hann, Vivine, Nadya Pollie, Leena, Hiba, Dath and whoever else who knows me.... im so gonna miss u guys... shoutout to Dida whos in Perth. ( aku cinta padamu Didaku! )

Luv all of u...

My Cuzzie's Bday!!

2007-12-20T20:07:00.001+08:00

This was supposed to be blogged a long, LONG time ago... but i finally have my hands on the camera (thx fatty-alia!!!) nways, we went out on the 7th of this month to celebrate my cousin, Hann's Bday! it was actually on the 3rd but we were bit too busy to have a proper celebration....

We went to The Lodge, in KL for dinner at first... but when we got there something horrible happened.. My friend, Khalisa was made a victim by a snatch thief.. oh yeah.. just like that! thank god she was okay and all... but she had so much in her bag! Handphone, camera, lotsa cash... (believe me whan i say ALOT of cash..) house keys and all... tried to 'friend find' her phone but the bugger probably switched her phone off after taking it.... sigh...

This is the birthday boy by the way... Haha!!! Luv u Hunn!!

Anyway... after all that drama, we went to Bar Savahn 2 (is that how u spell it??) in Mont Kiara. Went there previously once and the place looked real nice so, yeah. We also suprised Hann with a birthday cake... well, more like birthday cupcakes!! haha!

Aren't they cute?? hahaha!! courtesy of my mother! i helped too okay!!! hehe!

Surprising Hann wasnt so hard as we thought it would be.. because apparently our bday boy decided to go home to do his 'business' for a while... so we had time to setup..... haha!

Doesnt he look adorable ladies!!! he's single, mind u!!

my sis decided to buy him a few 'meaningful' t-shirts.. haha!! example:

Navin, Vivine, Khalisa (snatch theft victim..poor sweetie..) nadia and hann (bday boyy!)

oh ya.. let me tell u a funny story.. haha! My sis alia made the reservations that nite..... but using her more popular name, Elle.... so when we got to the table... we saw this....

Come on!!! wat the hell! i couldnt just stare at it without correcting it... so i did...

hahaha!! finally its correctly spelt! :P

Vivine sang 'I Will Survive' with the band just for us... and Hann of course!

i have just realised that i have called everyone on this blog a fatty.... not realising that i, myself am one as well....

But alas... i have to admit... this one takes back the Fatty Trophy..

Single and available ladies! haha!

Birthday Boys...

2007-12-19T13:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LG and REAGAN!!!

we actually surprised the both of them in the kitchen after my last service... they both looked so cute... haha!

hahaha!!! the boys were actually trying to get Lg and Reagan to mush their faces unto the cake... but they failed.. haha!!!

So Beautiful...

2007-12-19T12:57:00.000+08:00

Reagan's sister has just opened her own shop called 'So Beautiful' in Sunway Pyramid and we went to see it on its opening day.... we missed the grand opening in the morning tho... we had class.

so we decided to skip the next class to go and visit the shop.... So, June, Shae, Reagan, Wayne and myself dissapeared during the next class... which was Ms. Actually's class (Ms. Hema, the boring hag) ... what we didnt know was that the MAJORITY of the students also decided to go missing that day....

oh boy, were we in trouble!

i have finally learnt the art of camwhoring with the help of shae and june... haha!

So we came out with story that had each of us playing an important role..... it was actually partly true, so it wouldnt be exactly lying per se... haha...

"June's car broke down... and June was with shae at the time.... so they took a cab to college and left the car at the side of the road... then... after our class the foreman called june and wanted to tow it away.... to the wrong way.. so, Wayne had the car.. Shae knew the way, Reagan had the contact (of another foreman) I had the money... and June was the victim"

We came back to college later on and went to see Ms Hema where we told her our story...

She bought it!

I was so surprised because of the way she did... i almost felt a pinch of pity and regret... lying to her and all.. no no... we didnt lie... just exagerrated here and there....

oh ya... on the way back... at this particular turn there wa a road block... and were all in a camwhoring moment... so they (more like SHAE) told me to take a picture of the roadblock... i also thought it would be real funny.. so as we got closer.... i snapped a picture.... but to my surprise, as i was snapping... the policewoman looked directly to the camera... AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!

i swear i never felt so scared man!!!! hahahaha!!! if u want to see a bigger picture... go to Shae's Multiply site.... she really is looking at the camera.... hahaha!

we were actually real close to her... omg! thank god she only smiled at us when we passed by... hahaha!! never again man!! hahaha!!

The Very Last...

2007-12-19T12:46:00.000+08:00

Kitchen practical wasnt exactly my favourite subject in college... but in the end... i kinda did regret missing a few of them... especially having Chef Tan, the Chef McSweetie of our Term 3... Term 2 was Chef McHottie-Hot-Hot Francois and Term 1 was Chef McBoring-As-Hell Shaari....

as u can see for urself, Chef McSweetie doesnt look like ur average Chef... nor like chef Ramsey (Hell's Kitchen).. he just lets us experiment with the recipe and to add our own style and flavour into our dishes...

i am so gonna miss kitchen practical.....

oh ya, shoutout to Eevon (the one wearing the chef hat) Thanx for putting up with my stupidity for 3 terms as ur partner.... good times man... haha!

Last minute cramming!!!

2007-12-19T10:59:00.000+08:00

it is SO normal to do last minute cramming rite??? haha! seriously! well, its actually something i do all the time.. (if ur not the type)... haha! but, it works at its best when im alone..... haha! so i decided to try the 'last minute group study' thing a try... haha! it was a SO MUCH FUN!

we actually met each other the night before at McDonalds in Subang... to discuss bout our apartment in Penang... so.. yeah, so much for studying then!! haha!!

anyhoo, we realy did study the next day... well, im my opinion.. we 'kinda' studied... but hey! i did learn a lot kay... courtesy of our King Reagan (hehe!) we had our study group at his house... its SO adorable!!! apparently, his mom (correct ah?) is a fan of crystals... so they were a few large crystal ornaments.... Shae jz had to become a BIMBO and ask these stupid questions... like... "omg, how come all the crystals are insise the thing like this??? they stuck it like that is it?" u love cracking people up... doncha shae?!

Business Math... ugh! hate maths!

yet another boring picture....

things were just fine at first...

but then... some of us jz couldnt handle the stress any longer...

so alas.... we started 'camwhoring'... ALOT!

to the point of using the timer button... and scurrying over each time somebody does it.... haha!

We had lunch at Tiapan.. did i spell it rite??? nway, we ate at Sri Paandi.. its an indian / mamak place thats known for it banana leaf rice.... it was GOOD!! i cant remember all the other details tho... the time especially.... but nevertheless, it was much fun .... until... haha! i left a so called landmark somewhere!!! haha!! oh no no no!! its not a 'personal' landmark... well, at least thats was Reagan thought at first... omg!!! i was SO SCARED!!! and SO SORRY!!!

this is what happened...

we were all studying all over the place... the floor.. the sofas... velvet sofas, mind u... beautiful, comfortable, CLEAN and NEW sofas..... i was on a sofa.. the single seater one... and directly behind me was Reagans computer... everyone was excited to see our apartment online... so i just paused for a second and was waiting for the pictures to come out..... the my pen fell... onto the sofa.... it wasnt covered.... its a ball pen.... so i picked it up..... and then, to my horror i saw a line.... a long line... a f*cking long blue line! i knew i f*cked up straight away.... i told june instantly.... and she told me to try rubbing out using water.... and it was working.... to a point... because the stain was still like.. 60 - 70 % visible... so slowly the gang found out... joanne, then nana... and then shae... but when shae found out... it was SO OBVIOUS that something was wrong that Reagan jz instantly wore a face of suspicion... THANKS SHAE!!! broke my heart to tell reagan in the end.... im so sorry.... ive been so evil okay... especially to Reagan...

why u ask?? the night before.... i dreamt that Reagan got shot... and he died rite in front of me.... so for me to tell him "oh, i dreamt that u died' the day before and "i left a landmark in ur house" the next day doesnt exactly make me a good person.. dont it?? that dream is already worth a blog so i'll blog it later on.... okay?!

all and all... it was great fun studying... now were done with that shit... at least for now!!!

Tagged by Sexy!

2007-12-03T21:16:00.000+08:00

PART 1:
State the rules.
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

PART 2:
The tag.

I miss somebody right now. (my best friend.. shes in Perak! Nabila!!!!!)
I dont watch TV these days. (my baby sis hogs it most of the time...)
I wear glasses or contact lenses. (glasses.. but i want contacts!)
I love to play video games. (ooh!! you name it!!! from RPG to silly and simple ones... haha!)
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (It’s the past rite?)
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (applies MOST of the time.. see? im being honest here..)
I curse. (hahaha!! i f*cking curse like, all the f*cking time!!! hahahahaha!!!!)
I have changed mentally over the last year. (yeap... sad but true.. 4 the better actually...)
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (am i suppose to???)
I'm totally smart. (wateva SHAE... muahahahahaha!!!)
I've broken someone's bones. (how i'd love to do it to this scumbag i noe...!)
I'm paranoid sometimes. (most of the time actually...)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (i faint when i c a needle!)
I need money right now. (Don't we all...)
I love sushi. (*gobble gobble*)
I talk really, really fast. (too fast at times.. till i stutter... ugh!)
I have long hair. (i miss my long hair!!! uwaaaaah!!!)
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling. (imagine having 11 !!!! haha!)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (so what?? fingernails and eyelashes la...)
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (wut?)
I like the way I look. (oh how i wish!!!)
I am usually pessimistic. (hard for me to think positive...)
I have a lot of mood swings. (oho... if u duno this... u hav not met atika suraya!!!)
I have a hidden talent. (haha.. its hidden somewhere la... im still looking for it too!)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (woo hoo!!!)
I have a lot of friends. (i think i do????!?!?)
I am currently single. (Single, available, tho loving it all the way!)
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (by 'peck', do u mean kiss or peck as in bite using a beak?!??!?!)
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. (I LOVE EM)
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping. (but i wont be able to buy them at that time... which sux in a way if u think bout it...)
I would rather shop than eat. (HELL NO!!!!!!!!!)
I don't hate anyone. (You're joking rite??)
I'm a pretty good dancer. (I can bellydance WAY better than Shae!!! haha! *evil laughter*)
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (i luv my mom.. we hold hands everytime we go out!)
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis. (i dun even get to watch TV and ur asking bout MTV???!)
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before. (That wud mean that someone was interested rite??? how pathetic is that...)
I want to have children in the future. (who wouldn't?? i'd love to someday!)
I have changed a diaper before. (with help okay...!)
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn. (Yes.. learning is a lifelong process shae!)
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. (Been single all my life... aaah! so SAD!!)
I am shy around the opposite sex. (Depending on who they are... only a few..)
I have tried alcohol before. (nope nope! im not a kafir unlike SOME PPL!!!!)
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends. (in a heartbeat....)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. (Dominoes baybeh!)
I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (no... )
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. (eeewwww... sicko wacko!)
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (i enjoy the costumes better!)
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. ( i LOVE Patrick!!! hehehe!)
I am happy at this moment! (whoopie!)
I’m obsessed with guys. (i dun rmbr confessing that im obsessed with girls... ??!??!)
I study for tests most of the time. (not like shae.. who does it ALL THE TIME! Freak! haha! i luv u too shae!)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. (if i did, i guess i'd feel special in a way.. haha!)
I am comfortable with who I am right now. (with who what where????)
I have more than just my ears pierced. (i wanna pierce my nose... but im scared!)
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge. (does falling off one count???)
I love sea turtles. (They're beautiful creatures.. Save the environment, save them! Rite June?????)
I spend ridiculous money on makeup. (dun mind spending on a few really good ones..)
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (everyone has dreams.. rite???)
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (I can play the recorder.... hehehe... hehe.. heh... sigh...)
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs. (I like being The Boss too!!! muahahaha! n i'll make shae my slave!)
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules. (yeah! its in my blood.. aussies are known as water babbies!)
I went to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (kiss me shae!!! woo hoo!!! ooh baybeh!)
I fall for the worst people. ( another sad case of me....)
I adore bright colours. (they somehow affect my mood... haha!)
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. (SOMEONE decided to tag me... hmph!!)
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle. (someone teach me pls!!!!)
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse. (i love them.. such majestic animals...)
I still have every journal I've written in. (haha! read them during my past time...hehe!)
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (yea.. aka FOOD!)
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. (used to do it when i was younger... missing those times...)
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring. (i want to... my mum wont let!!! dunno why?!??!?!)
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. (what in the world..????)
I have been to over 15 conventions. (not quite there yet....)
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist. (i was actually.... but APPARENTLY i noe sumone who is better... rite Beyonce???)
I only clean my room when necessary. (kehkehkehkeh.....)
I like a person of the same sex. (i thought we came to an agreement that im not a lesbian somewhere on this list....)
I love being happy. (along with watching everyone around me happy as well...)
I am an adrenaline junkie. (im the biggest chicken shit u can find around nowadays... haha!)

PART 3: Tag people to do the same.

1. Ee Von
2. Sean
3. LG
4. Faiz
5. Joanne

Linkies!!

2007-12-02T18:20:00.000+08:00

here's a few links to some other blogs belonging to my peeps!! hehe!!

Joanne's Overshadowed

June's Alcoholic

Reagan's Minutes To Years

Sean's Play It Loud Kiss Sean Soft

i'll add much more later!! ciao!

Oh Shit...

2007-11-30T11:07:00.000+08:00

im actually gonna get in trouble if my mum finds out that im writing this now.... coz im supposed to be bathing... i have class at 1.30pm later... now about 11am... so yeah. takes bout an hour for me to reach college. sad but true. i dun even feel like goin to this class... is this stupid lecturer.. mrs. 'actually'.. wanna noe sumthing funny?? we were SO BORED in her class one day.. sum of my mates decided to count, or come out with a statistical report (we had statistics later that day) on how namy times she would use the word 'actually' ! seriously... and what they came up with was this... In a matter of 1hour, which is 60 minutes, she managed to use the word 'actually' MORE than 60 TIMES! so on an average... she says the word EVERY MINUTE! she even used 3 of em in one sentence!!! that was real funny coz i remember the whole lot of us giggling like mad! haha!

anyhoo.. this week has been ok.. so so i guess.. my last week for classes next week... then im off to penang! the other lot jz confirmed as well... so the whole 7 of us will be staying together.... ME, Su Fen, June, Joanne, Reagan, Shae, and Nana!! haha!! roomies!!! wheeeee!! we gonna hav so much fun!! and we might have another roomie... coz he doesnt hav a place to stay... but thats still not confirmed...

haha! i gotta go.. i can hear my mum coming.. haha!! i'll so update the details later...

ciao!

Cupcakes

2007-11-18T19:42:00.000+08:00

My mum decided to start selling cupcakes.... Her view on it is that the cupcake should not only look good, but taste as good as well.. So, if u gauys feel a sweet tooth coming, or maybe feel like buying some for a loved one..

Drop by and leave me a message and i'll gladly take ur order. Please not that we are still updating our cupcake pictures.. These are only a handful of designs that we've done.. I'll keep posting/updating when i get new ones..

I'll blog on the further details later...

Saturday Bliss

2007-11-17T12:48:00.000+08:00

There's nothing in particular for me to say actually.... Just felt like blogging outta fun... Since im quite immobile rite now. Im sick, in other words. My bloody pills are staring at me like i've just committed an eternal sin.. (i was suppose to take em' hours ago.. hehe!) I just thought that since i have the time to sit and chat i'd just.. u noe.. blog!

I guess i'd just fill u in on details of previous events that happened.. Oh! We had our Taylor's College Annual Prom.. Was great fun.. Despite teeny-tiny problems here and there.. ( MORE LIKE COLLOSAL!!!!) And some 'Loud Snores' *hint hint* Stayed overnight there.. well, most of us anyways... Slept really late too... actually it doesnt even count as sleep.. more like dozing of for a few minutes. The boys were all tipsy and stuff.. haha!! doing all these silly things... Some ' took off more than needed' when dared (hahahahaha!! "ooh baybeeeh!!!") while some thought it would be funny to do the exact same thing !! haha!.

Some were goin red to the point of scaring others (hehehehehe!!!) and some, even were bitch fighting.. yes.. the guys were bitch fighting! 2 of em.. the best part was... after they were done.. the both of em were worried that the other one would feel insulted... So wat happened was the next day.. when they saw each other... they both jz laughed out loud! haha! Damn funny!! other than watching all these happening.. we were all just laying back, thankful that the event was a huge success in the end.

Twas really a fun time... haven't had that much fun for a long LONG time now.. I hope that we would get together and do it all again in the near future... haha!

College is such a big word, isn't it.. I mean, in the eyes of a teenager who has just graduated of finished high school. I remember the last few days of my SPM... my mind was lingering around the fact that my life was gonna change.. During my childhood, i've been told to one thing and one thing only... Study hard, get good grades and finish school. So imagine how i felt when i finished my SPM.. A new environment, new friends, new people to meet... and the hardest thing.. a new goal in life.

Remember when u were little, u would tell urself, "When i grow up, im going to be a doctor.." or maybe a lawyer, an architect, a cop, or etc. I had them too.. but they never stayed the same for me... it was constantly changing for me.. i just couldnt make up my mind.. Then one day i decided that i would be a either a Microbiologist or study Food Science... sounds cool huh? (or maybe just plain nerdy/geeky for some of u) So, i took science stream for SPM... thinking that i was set for life... or so i thought.

How can i make u understand? umm.. okay.. imagine this ( i love doing this dont i?) imagine u want to be Superman. yeah, seriously Superman. You dress like him, talk like him, walk like him, try looking like him and do the things he does... But u have to accept the fact that u would never have superpowers, fly or be weakened by kryptonite.. same thing for my dreams... i can study like mad, wear those white coat thingeys that doctors wear.. but i'll never be good in the medical line... its just something that i truly cant deny...

So, here i am studying Hotel Management... Haha! wat a huge difference right?? first im like, learning bout a fish's anatomy, and now i find myself learning the proper way to clean a toilet bowl... (for those who do not take Hotel Management, im serious bout the toilet bowl thing!) Dont get me wrong, thats not the only thing we learn mind u.. It was actually my dads idea for me take it.. since my elder sis took it.. and she would come home and teach us all these cook tricks like carrying three plates in one hand... No, not stacked up! as in spread around her hand... i mean her fingers... or whichever u understand better. So i took it... and surprisingly, im having SO much fun! i really didnt think that i'd enjoy it this much... im constantly learning new things now... things that 'normal people' wouldn't know... Hospitality-related things... things that didnt matter that much then but matters a whole lot more now!

Im leaving for Penang next year... Jan till March.. im doing my first year training there.. there's a bunch of us going... i hope all is well during that my training... no freaky weather or anything.. haha!

Okay.. i've bored u enough! time to take my leave! Till next time!

=D

Bubbly by Colbie Caillat

2007-11-16T16:25:00.000+08:00

I love this song.. here's the lyrics.. enjoy!

(will you count me in)

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feeling like a child now
Cause everytime I see you're bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

(chorus)
It starts in my toes and I crinkle my nose
Wherever he goes, I always know
You make me smile please stay for a while now
Just take your time, wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pain
But we are hiding in a safer place
Undercover staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

Its starts in my toes, make me crinkle my nose
Wherever he goes, I always know
You make me smile please stay for a while now
Just take your time, wherever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just...hmmmm......

And it starts in my toes makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes, I always know
You make me smile please stay for a while now
Just take your time, wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
Cause everytime you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul and I lose all control
When you kiss my nose, the feeling shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holding my tight....

Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Oh wherever you go, I always know
Cause you make me smile even just for a while

Discrimination....

2007-11-16T13:39:00.000+08:00

i guess this is the part where i bore you with my life's story huh??!?

:Myself:
im already at a legal age (hahaha! wat a way to start!) and um... currently enjoying life! i am pan-asian or wateva u call it la.. dun give a damn actually... im 1/4 Aussie and 3/4 Malay... and yet, if u noe me that is, and u probably do, my Aussie blood aka my Dads genes are f*cking strong... u can really see it, much at my dismay... its that bad! why u ask??

Imagine this, u walk around on a normal, average day.. looking at ppl around u...normally... but they look at u... with a stare so deep, they jz might be able to look right through ur thick skull... then they start analyzing u... from head to toe.. their faces start doing weird smirks.. in my case.. since im, uhh.. bout 5'9, they'll give me this shocked look, then they look at my shoes (wondering if im wearing 6 inches?!?!?) and then, when they realize im not.. they do that thing with their eyes, u noe, that 'bulgy' thing... as if their eyes are popping out.. yeah that.. and look for the first person they see to tell them bout the 'thing' he/she jz saw.... and yes, i did refer to myself as a 'thing'... funny huh??! i noe ur laughing... okay.. now, imagine it happens every single second u see or meet someone new.... literally every moment of ur lifetime... while ur jz walking, or shopping... yeah.. keep imagining... not so funny in the end huh??

Yeap... *sigh* the shit i go thru everyday... hasn't been easy.. i noe a few others like me (as in mixed up in races) ppl especially TYPICAL MALAYSIANS.... they would jz assume... and pick on us... as if we're sum kind of.. i dunno??! jz they LOVE to pick on us... i guess its because we (as in a mix) look different... another thing they like to do is discriminate.. how?? example.. when i was younger... actually its still going on... since i was a little girl.. started in skool actually... ppl would refer to me as "the tall one" or "anak mat saleh tuh" or even "ala.. yg besar tuh" !!! i mean come on! i've got a name Fuckers! there u go... im starting to curse.. haha! sorry... nway.. again this, i noe it sounds damn funny (i hope u dun crap urselves) but it goes on and on... again, not funny ppl.. if u think u are currently doing this to someone..
stop.

Here's another story...
in primary school, i got bullied.. really badly u noe.. by both girls and boys... i aint gonna name names here
(dun wori Dath, Nabila, Hiba, Imran, Eidrix, Prasshant, and all my classmates.. i wont tell anyone u guys bullied the SHIT outta me and scarred my childhood memories for LIFE....)
errm..erm.. where was i?? oh yeah, bullied.. for about a year... no wait... a year plus... hah.. yea, and the part is.. now were all gud friends... the chief bully, well thats wat i was told by them la ( Nabila, no offense.. i wont tell anyone! i promise!!!) is now my BEST FRIEND!! funny how life turns out huh... anyhoo.. one day i decided to round all of them up and ask them the "one million dollar question"... 'Why did u guys bully me?"

This... this.. hah.. haha! was the best part i swear!!!! Guess wat they said... And i SWEAR they said this... all of em...
they said.. "umm.. Dunno!"

wtf right! dun get me wrong.. i hav nothing against them (DAMN U GUYS!!!! AAAAH!!!) but... wat kind of answer is that rite??? so.. doesnt this so called 'story' support my statement that 'we' get discriminated.... jz because i look different.. which i did... and still do..

So, there u go... its hard to live a life where ppl love assuming bout u....
damn.. there i go with the 'emo' thing again.. sori!
God!! i've written so much... i haven't even started on family yet.... Haha!

wait... lemme do another one... haha!!!!

ciao!!

A beginning of something new...

2007-11-16T13:28:00.000+08:00

Imperfection.... haha! kinda funny rite for me to pick that kind of word to name myself.... excuse my 'emo'ness coz i've got a cold rite now... Bloody screwd up! haha!!!

anyhoo... my first blog! woo hoo!! u wanna noe something funny?? i first made this account back in February... and i finally found the time (and mood actually) to write something in it.. haha!!

Okayyy... since this is like some kind of intro phase...

i now officially am a blogger!!